the fabulous life of a Rao descendant

Adik yang sorang

2012-01-16T23:04:00.001+08:00

Salam...

Today i would to share with uols the story of my youngest bro, ziyad.

This evening, he was eagerly n patiently waiting for my father to come back from home. I didn't noticed that. After maghrib, i saw zhaf ready to go somewhere, then i asked wherevis he going.

He said that they are looking for football boot for ziyad, for his school football team's selection tomorrow.

My first reaction was something like this. "kesian nyee.."

It is not that i'm not being supportive, it is just that he is so into football that i'm afraid he will be so much frustrated if he's not chosen. The main reason is that he is soooooo small in size :P

But to look at his face when they got back from the shop, i just wish for all the best for him. He's soooooo happy that he got the boots. N cannot wait to wear it and show to us.

He's so lucky that my father is supportive and ehem2 to get a adidas boots when u r in standard six, u r a such lucky boy ok!

Just hope that you will enjoy it and did not lose the passion even if you are not selected tomorrow.,, just keep on practicing for the journey are still far.,

Who knows.,, maybe not in primary school but you will get your moment in the high school or uni years..

Follow your dreams.....

Sukuk Musharakah

2012-01-15T01:20:00.002+08:00

salam,

ok the words will be in my head for now it seems :P

yeah i really happy for i'm able to join my master's project... it is a sukuk musharakah programme with quite big sum of money (*cough* billion!)

for the first time in last 2 and a half month that i'm bringing home my homework with a happy face. yeah people smiling face :) seriously people,.. the aura is very different..

it's not the vaue of the agreement that interest me right now... it is the work,.. to be able to finally do what i want initially,... yeah although i will not get enough (it will never enough...) but i'm really ghappy with it, and hoping that i'll be assisting my master in completing my chambering in 1 more month!

yeay! ...... semoga diberikan kekuatan and ketabahan berada di tempat yang penuh onak duri itu...

kasih sorang abang

2012-01-13T23:47:00.003+08:00

ok!

since hari nih mood saya ok sgts,. I would like to comment on the movie that I watch tonight.

SOngLaP!

yeah another movie featuring Shaheizy Sam as the lead actor... actually there a quite a number of I can say prominent actors in the movie just playing small parts but they do it effectively..

this movie really touch my heart.. they live a sad life.. a very hard life... but the brother (Shaheizy Sam) really take a good car of his brother Ad,. who has a good side who want to get out from this mess.

in any way, whether the younger brother create any problem, mess around with their source of income, the brother will always backed him up, even when his life is on the line.

the insertion of simple comedy along the way is also funny and appropriate.

i'm very touched at the scene when they make their separate ways... it is sooo sad..

hahahahha i think this movie's narration is much better than ombak rindu... and even lebeyh sedeyh ok! meruntun jiwa sangats uols.... ;)

ok nk lap air mata kejaps :P hahahaha

Marah!!

2012-01-12T00:54:00.001+08:00

Ari ni rase sgt geram n marah! Punya la geram sampai rasa sakit kat dada.. Sampai sekarang ni malam nk tido pun masih rasa. Sepertinya mengangu pernafasan..

Ya Allah permudahkanlah urusan hidup ku. Berilah aku kekuatan ya Allah...

Berilah petunjuk kepada mereka yang tidak memahami...

Masih terasa.....

Stress....

:'(

forever alone

2012-01-10T22:17:00.003+08:00

Salam,

hari nih i'm excited because i got myself a new wireless mouse and a new headset!

hahaha fed up with the wired mouse which suppose to make things easier and simpler, asyek rosak je, wayar loose la, tercabut la tak function la .. stress uols stress!

and headset plak boleyh patah! OMG memang tak pandai jaga barang sangats! ahahaha a new one yang memang cheap but best! haha

al-kisahnye, iols nih memang la orang yang forever alone :P oops.. ahaha always like to walk in the mall find my things alone. like just now, i straight away went to Midvalley after work to purchase all of the above. Then I stop by at Nandos to have my dinner. and i do it all alone..

well it is not a big deal pun, banyak je orang yang macam tuh kan.. ahaha but i ilke to go out with friends, it is just that sometimes i'm in hurry and don't have time to buzz friends. to wait their confirmation and all, baeklah kiranya aku terus pergi settlekan all those things alone.

but mmg la seronok kalo ada orang temankan kan? hahaha

menghitung hari je now ;)

till then, ...

oh today's damage to my wallet :P

Erti sebuah kesyukuran

2012-01-06T18:00:00.001+08:00

Salam...
Today is my last day for legal aid, so me n my colleague plan to buy something for the people there to eat together with them,

We decided to buy KFC since it's simple n fast. We bought several buckets enough for the people there,..

I was moved to see their faces when they see the chicken to eat with their lunch. To them the meal is a special meal.

To most of us, kfc is no longer a luxury meal. Yes it was 15 years ago, i still remember we siblings were very happy when we got to eat kfc. But nowadays, we can simply go n eat if we fill like we wanted to. To most of us.

They were so happy just now n thanked us for the meal. I was affected to see their happy faces..

Legal aid duty really make me feel grateful for who i am and what i have...

Thus, always feel grateful for what you have. Do not look at people who had more than you, but look at who has less; you will be grateful for who u are, what you have and the situation you were born in.

Because we will never feel that we have enough.

Remember!! If you are grateful, Allah will increase His blessings to you in many ways you didn't realise. But be prepared for the heavy punishment to those kufur with the blessings that they have

Apps!!

2012-01-03T21:11:00.001+08:00

Among the first apps that i look for is for my blogging hobby. Perasan la update blog on the go gitu.. But bila cari2 mcm xjumpa la pulak... Then jumpa this one for iPhone or iPod... So this is it, my first post using Blogger apps... Kan bagus if ade for iPad Ni nak kene biasakan with iPhone nyer keyboard plak...

Well, on other note, life is just fine, but i start to feel bored with work. More to stress i think,.. I dun feel i enjoy working, everyday is just a battle, forcing myself to wake up and go to work :( Really can't wait to finish chambering., really don't like the way they treat me.,, what a shame, hope to have a better career and future after this and to be able to get married fast ;) *cough* hahahahaha

Big deal

2011-11-28T04:21:00.004+08:00

Salam,

Been swiping the pictures in my Ipad, pictures of me n my friends....

Yeah all the memories flashing back clearly in my mind... The particular pictures that I'll always love to see n always makes me smile is the pictures of aiman as'ad n abdullah siddiq n me.

I make it a habit to take the pictures of us in each semester if possible,.. Yeah we're not that close, we all have different attitude n thinking,..
And it is almost impossible to think that we can be friends, but somehow these are the people that I'll always remember n keep close to my heart..

We finish our study together n I'm annoyingly make sure that we are in the same class what more in the tutorial if possible,.. Although they don't really care, I'll always try to compete with them in studies, and our performance are close to each other except when I'm in LLB shariah programme, they r really good... I appreciate that they support me although I'm slow in Arabic,.

Now everyone lead their own pathways,.. We rarely meet, not as often as we used to do during our study years ( which is almost everyday :P)

Now in the midst of achieving my aims n goals, I really missed them both being my supporter during study, my place to share stories, laugh n problems; and a motivation for me to become a great person,..

(they even on my slide-to-unlock wallpaper, so that I always see them when i use my Ipad :P)

They are really a big deal in my life,...

Syukur alhamdulillah that I get the chance to know these great people,..

May the friendship last forever and may Allah bless us and guide us to the right path....

Really, I missed u guys.... :'(

2011-11-03T13:02:00.001+08:00

assalamualaikum..

I miss my family... I miss my mum's cooking and time that i can spend with them at home :( i'm currently bz with works, that i didnt even manage to spend time with them. When i came back, they already asleep, and i go out from home early and didnt get to salam my father since he also rushed to send my bro n sis to school and to go early to orffice... Career life is hard ... I just hope i can spend my time with them soon...

Hope this could end soon,.. I'm just tired of it :(

Prof yang disegani....

2011-10-20T21:23:00.000+08:00

Salam,

Hati saya sangat tersentuh sejak 2 hari yang lepas, apabila berita mengenai profesor yang saya hormati berlegar di ruang maya dan di media2.
Dan perasaan sedih itu mebuak-buak hari ini membaca berita mengenai beliau. Saya sangat sedih dengan apa yang berlaku.

Saya ingat lagi ketika di tahun dua, saya berusaha memastikan saya dapat belajar dengan beliau, dapat mendaftar di dalam kelas beliau. Kelas beliau adalah di antara kelas yang akan cepat penuh ketika pre-registration subjek. Pada masa itu, saya kurang mengenali beliau, tapi disebabkan beliau adalah individu yang sangat disegani, jadi saya sangat mahu menjadi muridnya dan menuntut dengannya. Saya sangat gembira berjaya mendaftar di dalam kelas beliau.

Sesungguhnya, beliau adalah seorang pendidik yang sangat komited dengan apa yang beliau lakukan. Anda dapat lihat ketinggian ilmunya apabila beliau mengajar di dalam kelas. Beliau adalah seorang yang ringkas, tetapi sangat padat dengan ilmu,..

Semua lecture beliau disampaikan di dalam landasan ilmu yang tepat. beliau berhujah dengan fakta dan undang-undang yang jelas. Semuanya berasas dan tidak ada inclination politik langsung.

Beliau adalah inspirasi kepada kami, pelajar-pelajarnya, untuk berusaha menuntut ilmu dan menjadi sepertinya berkhidmat untuk umat.

Jadi saya memang sangat tersentuh melihat orang2 yang kurang bijak mempertikaikan ilmu beliau dan merendahkan kredibiliti beliau.

Doa saya supaya Prof sentiasa di bawah limpahan rahmat Allah dan sentiasa dilindungi dari segala anasir-anasir jahat supaya profesor dapat terus berkhidmat kepada masyarakat, menyampaikan ilmu dan membina modal insan dan pemikiran intelektual.

Doa saya juga kepada semua pendidik dan academician yang ikhlas dengan apa yang mereka lakukan supaya mereka sentiasa di bawah lindungan dan rahmat Allah. Dan diselamatkan dari apa yang saya sifatkan sebagai pencabulan kepada intelectual discourse ini.

Saya sangat hormat dan sayang mereka semua.. Kerana mereka penuh sabar dan tidak pernah jemu dalam menyampaikan ilmu kepada saya.

Amin ya rabb...

nadi terhenti...

2011-10-20T00:01:00.001+08:00

i'm touched, moved by the music, lyrics and arrangements.... i cried listening to this song :'(

Nadi Terhenti

Jauh sekali ku bermenung di sini

Cuba mengerti cerita kita ini

Pernahku rasa kau dicipta untukku

Entah mengapa kau terlewat tiba meluahkan cinta

Sukarnya memendam rasa

Sukar menimbus rindu

Terpaksa ku lawan gelora

Walau kini hasrat yang kau bawa terhempas dari jiwa

Walau kini sesaat terasa bagaikan nadimu terhenti

Aku harus pergi membawa diri

Bukan mahuku menghampakan hatimu

Entah mengapa kau terlewat tiba meluahkan cinta

Biar pedih realiti ini, kau perlu memahami

Dia yang terdahulu ke mari mengetuk di pintu kalbuku

Menghuni di sisi selama ini

Usah kau menanti mengharapkan kasih

Biarlah cerita di antara kita tamat akhirnya

Walau kini hasrat yang kau bawa terhempas dari jiwa

Walau kini sesaat terasa bagaikan nadimu terhenti

Aku harus pergi membawa diri

Aku harus pergi membawa diri...

Anuar Zain

Komposer/ Lyric: Alwin Santiago/ Tinta

i want you to fight for me...!

2011-10-16T03:29:00.001+08:00

salam,...

i just watched "Real Steel" movie played by Hugh Jackman... well, what can i say, the movie is awesome! who would have thought that Real Steel can have a great emotions in it?

i love the father-son relationship portrayed in this movie. although the initial mistake of the father should not be followed but the efforts he made in gaining the trust and build the relationship with his son is just great.

i felt the emotions.. (well, i'm emotional, what do you expect) and i think the movie is very cute (huh?!!) haha

"I just want you to fight for me Dad!"

the line leave mark in my heart. i just hope that i can be a dad that really fight for my children and support them in any good things that they do...

till that moment arrived...

don't forget to watch this movie ok!! ;)

When Allah gives you a rainbow....

2011-10-15T21:27:00.001+08:00

Salam,.

Allah gives you His guidance in various way... That i called hikmah, it is perfectly suitable in my case today. The "rain" was pouring heavily on me today... It was practically unthinkable or unforseeable things that going to happen on me.. Not the thing that i'll ever want to happen on me.

The occurance actually open the door to the other things that i did not really put weight on which i should.. Now i can actually happily open my heart to something else, and enjoy the life that is actually so colourful that i didn't realize before this.

Yes the rain is so heavy that i drown by it. So sad and frustrating i'd rather said... But hey, that's life...

Now my only hope is that i'm strong to lead my life in this world... I'm still trying to understand my duty here, and the test that i'm currently having...

The frustration is still there, the hardship of going through it will never go away...

But at least,.. I know that i have someone who can understand and support me along the way....

Thank you Allah for the beautiful rainbow that i have today... May it become the aspirations to me to become stronger ;)

When Allah gives u a rainbow, say
Alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal..........

For Allah is the most merciful, the most beneficent and the most forgiving....

second graduation yo!

2011-10-13T21:43:00.001+08:00

salam..

dear friends, i attended my second convocation for LL.B Shariah last Sunday.. yeay!! it was AWesOme! seronok gila weyh! officially graduated with double degree.. ;) hehe

but since it was the second convo.. so most of us don't have the excitement like our first convocation.. but i still excited although not that excited (-___-') ! haha ;) i just love convocation and being with friends... ;) lebih lebih lagi my LLBS friends nih ;)

thnks also to friends yang datang on that day ;) thanks a lot... hari panas gila uols.. nak amek gambar pun rase malas sangat...

and oh ;) i passed my ethics course also... yeay2! so basically i just need to finish my chambering and becoming a lawyer je ;) seronoknye!!!

doakan kejayaan saya ok kawan2 and readers ;) semoga saya menjadi seorang yang berjaya di dunia and akhirat.. ;) amin.....

the not so secret life of nora

2011-10-06T01:25:00.000+08:00

salam,..

i'm so excited when they started promoting the theatre of "The Secret Life of Nora". it looks so fresh and something different than the normal Malaysian theatre. so i quickly planned to watch it when they started to sell the tickets.

thanks to shazreen, she managed to get us the ticket, and we watched it tonight.

drama aside,

when i came in, i don't really give high expectation to the theatre, because i heard that the review on the performance is just ok and quite boring.

so there i am, in the Grand Circle (lucky us!) haha with shazreen, yat, and imran (he managed to stay until the show ends!!)

the comment that i can give (not that i'm really good and experienced performer) is that the story is quite boring, because it is predictable. and the storyline is not so strong, the writer would rather love to elaborate and focus on the love stories between the main cast, than Nora story itself.

so when we get bored with the focus on the love story, we eagerly waited for the supporting actors plots to make us laugh and raise the momentum. and i'm really sure that the supporting actors tonight is far much better than the main cast. it seems that the main cast overshadowed as a result of the not so strong plots/ storyline.

but for the person like me who enjoy musical theatre, and stage performances, i find that the performance was great, i love the stage, the props, the music and the choreography.

basically, the performance was great. but it could have been better...

i enjoyed it, and the company of friends just make it special ;)

Terima kasih kawan....

2011-10-02T23:26:00.001+08:00

Although it was quite frustrating to wait,
But thanks, thanks a lot for trying to fulfilled your promise.
Celebrating my birthday,..

I was happy as usual to meet you,..
And thanks for the treat...

May Allah blessed this friendship and guide us towards the right path...

adakah kau mengerti...?

2011-09-23T19:47:00.000+08:00

salam,..
ini luahan saya, saya ada seorg kawan,.. dan dia adalah antara insan yang paling saya sayang and yang akan sentiasa membuat saya teruja setiap kali saya berjumpa dengan dia.

tak kesah walau sebentar mana pun masa yang saya dapat bersamanya, yang saya tahu, saya adalah insan yang paling gembira pada saat itu and saya hargai setiap saat tersebut bersamanya. dan jika saya mampu, saya mahu berhentikan masa daripada berlalu...

walaupun kadang-kadang hanya diam tanpa bicara, kegembiraan jelas terpancar di wajah saya untuk berada di saat itu, waktu itu, di tempat itu bersamanya....

dan saya akan mencuba sedaya upaya untuk memperoleh masa saya dengannya

oleh sebab itu, perkara remeh pun akan menyebabkan saya sedikit terguris dan tertanya- tanya

adakah dia mengerti betapa gembira dan bersyukurnya saya dapat bertemu dengan dia???

terasa air mengalir di pipi.....

:'(

lucky people

2011-09-19T00:35:00.003+08:00

Salam,

some people are just good that they get all the opportunities for being good and great. Lucky them... how I wish i'm as good as them in that sense... yes everybody has their own strength and weakness,.. but as of now.. I keep on seeing and admiring people strength that I'm worried about mine... whether i have what it takes to take me to the top like them??

hmmm.... these uncertainties that make me spend my time thinking and it affect the other uncertainties... well, that's life, full of uncertainties...

but I really hope that i can hold on into something and finally work it out and that I can balanced my life here and in the hereafter.. (how I wish I can really improve myself in that sense ...)

went to Sg Besar today.. agree with what people said... being in a new environment, give you a new perspective on things... and today's visit somehow give me some new perspectives in life.. ;)

till nex entry,..

work = due diligence

2011-09-16T01:15:00.002+08:00

Salam...

Dear BLog..

I'm sorry that i abandoned you for quite some time...i never thought that Working Life is so miserably busy..... okkkay...! not that busy, but i get to tired to view my blog and have time on my own after work that i end up procrastinate things that need to be done to some other time... (seems IPad did not help either :P )

yeah, i need to update my Aidilfitri Photos, my gamelan performance photos (yeah people, i'm still being called :P well...) haha

the definition of work currently is Due Diligence... yeah people.. i'm currently involved in a corporate exercise... spending much time in client's office than in the office. i missed my chambie-mates a lot... wanna have lunch and laugh like crazy at the office.. sigh..

and Family Day for Ali's Family is tomorrow at FRIM so i will meet people that i dont really know except the people in my family :P so let's hope everything work out well,...

i really want to write something, rather than updating my diaries here :P but yeah... let me have some ideas then i will write (the same thing all over again) that being said... let just wait my next post, who knows when :P

see ya!

iPad yo!

2011-07-16T14:18:00.003+08:00

Salam!

IPad safely arrive in KL ;) yeah need to pick up though since nobody at d house when they delivered it.

All in all it is fun n i'm happy :) yeah a lil bit jakun on the first day... My first apple product maa...
Yeah d gadget is quite cool... And the apps also. Currently use it as my internet browser mainly, i'm not so much into games. The news apps also cool ;)

I'm happy with it, thanks babah n umi ;)

Now can surf the internet at the office hahah ;)

See u all later ;)

Via ipad2 hhehe

pupil in chamber

2011-07-07T21:43:00.005+08:00

salam,...

i've started my chambering in Albar & Partners, under the chambers of one of the Banking Partners there,... i'm excited to get her as my boss because of my keen interest in Islamic Finance area.

most of the times I don't find pupillage interesting.. maybe because most of my friends are already a certified advocates and solicitors. so i feel like a little bit left behind. but somehow the environment in the office is quite ok, save for the fact that when there are mega project or deadline to catch... the office is like a war zone... and the stress aura is all over the place :P

petition to be admitted as advocates and solicitors is quite challenging and involve a lot of money! alhamdulillah, since the firm will pay everything and since i'm already in my second month at least i have enough money to advance and claim it back later from the office,.. and did i told you the claim is quite fantastic? haha :P

the procedure is no where easy... i almost fed up with all the procedures and requirements when i first file the petition in the court... it is a tedious process. well, court procedure is complicated anyway.

I hope that i will gain as much experience and knowledge during my pupillage as this is the time to learn and make mistakes as you don't get this chance if you are the advocates and solicitors of the high court of malaya ;)

and.... i can't wait to finish up my chambering soon; well, about 7 months to go :'( and i hope my career path and development are great

and oh, i applied for LL.M and Peguam Syarie KL too... just keeping my otions open i think ;)

see you later.....

*i want an IPad 2 soooo bad *

bercinta hingga ke syurga

2011-05-22T01:26:00.003+08:00

Salam...

yes i come across that phrase quite often this past few weeks... with all the Nikah ceremonies of my friends and cousins, with the Nur Kasih Movie currently showing in the cinemas

And i was helping my cousin for their wedding tonight, thus make me think about this phrase...

who doesn't want to have this kind of love... ? i bet everybody wants it.

it has been my dream of having a very good marriage relationship. the pure relationship where you devote your love towards Allah... and struggle to ensure that your marriage and family life are ibadah and to strengthen your Iman.

but, i still think that i'm still far to reach to this level. i really need to improve myself to be a good muslim. to prepare myself to achieve the purpose and aims of marriage

and that has been my prayer beside other wishes, to Allah, that He will always guide me.. and keep me in the righteous path and may his barakah accompany me along the way.. and Husnul Khatimah is my ending...

amin ya rabbal 'alamin....

finally?

2011-05-16T17:07:00.002+08:00

salam...

yes it has been a while... in fact almost 4 weeks afta the post on the interview. and yes, after several weeks waiting, i didn't get the place.. well, maybe it is not my rezeki after all.

after sending out my CV n Trancsript to several law firms, i manage to get 2 interviews (what??? only 2) yes, 2 interviews as of now, and a number of rejection letter and also some of them still didn't reply to my application...

i never thought that getting a place for chambering was so hard. well, now i know!

i admit, i'm a bit frustrated to get the rejection letters and also when i didn't get any reply from the firms that i've applied. i cannot describe the feeling of not getting any news about my application after keep on refreshing my yahoo inbox everyday, every minutes. it become more stressful when you see many of your friends already got their place for chambering.

i even cried as the thing does not according to my plan...

gratefully that i have my family and friends that are very supportive and full with wisdoms.. they say nice things and advice me to strengthen my faith towards Allah.. when u r angry, the devil keep on whispering to you and make you lose faith on what we called Rezeki that had been decided by Allah...

and that happened to me,.. although i know the fact that i need to pray a lot and have faith on the plan that already drawn for me from Allah.. deep down inside my heart i questioned so many things and i'm angry that my plan does not work out.

we have plan, and Allah also have plan, and His plan is better than our plan.

Alhamdulillah... segala puji bagi Allah and selawat dan salam atas junjungan besar Nabi Muhammad saw. today, i got a call from the firm that i went for the interview last week, and they offer me a place to do my pupillage. i will start in June...

i really hope that i'll do well in during my chambering and gain a lot of experience and knowledge in becoming a good muslim lawyer... amin...

the interview

2011-04-23T03:52:00.003+08:00

salam...

yes, it was the interview,.. to day i had my first interview for my chambering application.

although i had some experiences in interview because of my past internship application. but it were casual and not that serious and the interviewer doesn't have a very high expectation from me ;)

now, afta double degree,. and havin the law degree especially,... of course there are some expectations.. and that is the thing with today's interview :'(

i have to admit,.. i'm very grateful, that the Frim noticed my application and reply and give me the chance to be interviewed...

but i was so nervous that i dun think i gave enough in the interview session...

it was the firm in menara see hoy chan. supposedly there will be 2 partners interviewing (thnx Haxi!) just now, it was only one partner.. she was very friendly and i really like her style, and knowledge. you know that she is a professional and skillful lawyer. it goes to a very small details...

although initially i was not hoping so much from the interview,. but afther listening to her explanations... i became very eager to have the opportunity to be part of the team!

i'm just praying that i will get the chance to read in chamber at the firm ... they have 2 vacancies... and they have already interviewed 5 people! that a little bit intimidating and make me worried...

but hey,.. if it's yours., it's yours and not other people...

p/s: i'm actually really scared to start my chambering and working!

akhirnya....

2011-04-12T19:10:00.007+08:00

salam,

YEAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that is for 7 years of university life! hahaha like my friends once said, wow, mcm amek medic. 2 years of matriculation + 5 years of degree = double degree in Law n Shariah...

ok cannot say much, because, basically, i just done with the exams and completed the additional 36 credit hours to obtain my Degree in Shari'ah,.. but the most important thing is that the result which will be declare on the 4/5/2011 afta 5.00 pm waaaa lambat lagi ma... and scarry too.. actually :(

ok what's the plan ???

haha actually i didn't really plan anything.... yet!

well, basically, we will be having our rehlah tomorrow,.. at Chamang, Pahang, as i said in the previous post ;) yeayness!

then i plan to send off my resumes to selected law firms (konon...) tonight :P haha as i plan to start in May..

and i seriously need to improve myself on basically almost everything, communications, english, law, writing .... a year of campus life and in arabic definitely change me :P haha

wargh scarry nyer nk g interview!

i still need to buy new set of clothes for chambering... and my dream of losing weight afta shari'ah crash just like that... becasue i basically gain weight wargh!! tensen ok!

and i will enjoy my mom's cooking b4 i start my chambering gig (konon lagi...) and that will definitely further deteriorated my healthy diet plan and aims of having a 32-inch waist :P hahaha

i pray that i pass with a good grade for all subjects this semester and obtain my second degree... insya-Allah... amin...

ok peeps... c ya later!

imtihan al akhir...

2011-04-07T11:45:00.002+08:00

salam...

currently in the xm mode. final xm for final semester... final xm for degree and insyaAllah... will be graduating soon... again. ;)

done with 4 papers, left with 2 more papers... Siyasah Shar'iah and Maqasid Shari'ah...

after that, completed the additional 36 credit hours to obtain my second degree ;)

and yes, it sad to leave the campus, classmates, and lecturers.. but life go on... will always remember time that we had together...

looking forward for Rehlah with classmates in Chamang, Pahang... ;)

Percayalah Sayang...

2011-03-16T12:30:00.007+08:00

salam,...

curretnly in my hotel room in Puteri Pacific JB, doing my never ending assignments pfffft! vacation la sgts kan...

when i was listening to the music player on my nokia E71 pffttt lagi (org laen dh pakai iphone n bb) i came across this song from Vince, Percayalah Sayang. and this song reminds me a lot of nostalgic things in the past :P

ahahaha i would say this song is my 2nd year song specifically Law Attachment Programme song when i was doing my LAP at the IPD Shah Alam. this song was a hit song back then.

the best thing is that i totally can relate the lyric with so many things in my life and the song reminds me of somebody that really somebody :P

Engkau yang mula ku kenali
Dari usia muda untuk bercinta
Kini dewasa merubah hati
Semakin dalam kasih yang kurasa
Namun berat kulafazkan harapanku

Percayalah sayang
Kuteman kulah kasih yang kekal selamanya
Kaulah yang kusayang yang sungguh bermakna
Percayalah sayang

Sudah biasa kuhapuskan
Airmata kecewa kau tangiskan
Tak bisa kubiarkan kau rebah sendiri
Hatimu milikku abadi
Namun kelu untuk berbicara
Mengapa sukarnya

Dengarkanlah sayang
Tiada seindah yang kita bina
Jangan kau ragukan
Percayalah sayang

well of coz... the chorus "ku lah kasih yang kekal selamanya" is nonsense but look at the whole song.. it's full of meaning...

PerCayaLah SaYang....

obsession

2011-03-13T19:23:00.005+08:00

salam...

currently can't take my eyes from this car

sexy!

hahahaha yes i know this is not the powerful roadster out there and also not the current one, yeah, Merce already stop producing this car since 2005, and the license had been sold to other company,.. and i dun see any new version of this smart roadster T_T

i still love the design and simplicity though. minimalist and clever idea ;)

plus, it is a convertible roadster ;) yeay!

dreaming on driving it to Shah Alam and Kg Sg Pelek teettttt!! hahahahahahahahahaha

ziyad zulkifli

2011-03-09T22:36:00.006+08:00

salam...

who is ziyad zulkifli? well, if i were to describe him, it would be the naughty person, cheeky and short!

ahahahah he is my youngest brother... very naughty,.. and always test my patience and push it to the limit,. and being a quite a temper,... it always unlucky to him that i reach my temper in no time :P hahahaha

but sometimes, I'm the one who disturb him in the first place. and testing his temper :P serve him right. i dun understand why he didn't realize that he did exactly the same thing to others? and he love it... especially to me and why i can't do the same to him? hahahahhaha

he is a spoiled son, always succesful in capturing my father's n mother's heart, and succesfully drag others to follow his demand;

like this one time, he want to eat Pizza for late lunch, but since his sister hanan dunno how to order dominos, he asked fayyadh to do it, but fayyadh gave reason that dinner time is near, so it is better to wait for dinner and he didn't asked me because i was sleeping (truly, if he asked, i will definitely order it, because i love pizza :P )

then, when it is time for dinner, he said to my parents, that he wanted to eat pizza, and his suggestion was chosen (ceh!) and off we went to pizza. but somehow, we decided to eat cooked food at mohd chan abdullah. he cried and still want to eat pizza. so my father stop at dominos and buy takeaway personal peperoni pizza for him,.

well, in this circumstances, yes he's quite right bcoz we already decided to eat pizza but later change it, so it is our fault,. but the point here is, he just ate pizza hut with me a week before and my father often take us for pizza nowadays if we want,. and he is always choosy in eating.. spoil

(see, we just ate pizza a week before)

but looking at his face when i ordered the pizza for him, patiently waiting for the pizza, when the pizza is ready and eventually when he ate the pizza, i felt sympathy for him, he really enjoyed his pizza..
hahaha you know, kids, mmg la my parents melts their heart kan.. ;)

(patiently waiting for his pizza)

whatever la ziyad...

my pray is that you'll be a successful peson in the future ya. and dun forget to buy a ferrari for your older brother nih ;)

hahahahahahah good night all :P

berhenti la sekejap....

2011-02-24T18:55:00.003+08:00

Salam.

two stories that related to the title today happen in 2 different classes

1. Maqasid As-Shariah

did you know that in Maqasid Shariah, there are certain point where you need to STOP. this happen when you have a clash between:

1. Maslahah and another Maslahah, or,
2. Mafsadah with another Mafsadah or,
3. Maslahah and Mafsadah

Maslahah= things that beneficial, Mafsadah= things that harmful

there are ways or methods in reconcile between these clashes, by stages, it will be Jama', Tarjih, Takhyir, and Tawaqquf.

the last stage is actually to Stop (Tawaqquf). this is when you need to take some time to look at the problems and do research to avoid giving a false solution.

p/s: the lecturer actually give us a paper that write "BERHENTI" on it so that whenever we feel like the lecturer are going too fast, we will raise the paper, and she will stop. Cool right my lecturer :P she said because we feel ashamed to asked question :P but we never use that paper pun :P

ok done with that. nex story is not academic as above, it happen in my Legal text class

2. Nusus As-Shariah

ok, during the tutorial, my lecturer, Ustaz Hashim Yahaya, will asked us to read the portion of texts in the book that he already give on the week before,

so as usual, it is unlikely that someone will voluntarily read the portion, Malu n Takut i guess that includes ME! hahaha

i'm usually ok if he asked us to read, because it is still bearable, since we have tanda baris in our text instead of keep on guessing wrong tanda baris everytime since i'm not good in arabic grammar (nahu wa sorof)

and because we have tanda baris in our book, he cannot correct our reading, so he asked us to interpret the Syarah (Explanation) of the Matan (Text), which is far more scarier to me, because we use Mughni Muhtaj (it is the Kitab of explanation of the Imam Syafie's Fiqh) for legal text class. the kitab use higher version of arabic language which i usually end up not understand the words although after repeatedly reading it (horror!) haha

so today, as usual, nobody volunteered to read, he just pick and choose anyone that he want, and I was choosen after 2 of my classmates read the text.

and so i read the text confidently, it will be obvious from our reading that we didn't actually understand what we read; to the people who knows arabic, he can detect whether you understand the text or nt via your reading...

at certain part of the text, my ustaz said.. "amboi Berhenti la sat.... nih mcm PIA je" (Noted: PIA= Pakistan Airlines) and then he laugh :P and tell his experience of PIA that the airline didn't transit at Subang international Airport (at that time) to pick him to London.

it shows that i didn't understand what i read, because i supposed to stop between the words to show, different opinions ^^'

and nak dijadikan cerita, after reading it, he asked me to explain the syarah, usually the one who read don't have to explain, he will choose others to explain, that's why, we prefer to read :P
and of coz don't really know to explain the Syarah, i told him,
"ala ustaz, saya bace pun tak btul, ni nak syarah plak"
and there he laugh, hahahahaha he is so cool you know, then he asked me to try, but since i'm really not confident to explain, he explain the rest of the text to the class ;)

i think, i will really missed my ustaz and ustazah and the ll.b(s) friends,...

the gathering ;)

2011-02-22T20:24:00.005+08:00

as-salam...

yeay! the gathering was a success!!! super duper yeay again ;)

what gathering?
Aikol Class of 2010 Bbq Potluck Reunion Party

it has been almost a year since we finished our LL.B.. and couple of months from our last meeting during our convocation...

many things happen within one year,.. most of my friends who are going through the chambering, are couting days to finish their chambering, many of my friends already engaged, even married. and one of them is expecting a child in couple of months.

yet, each and everyone of us are busy with works, studies, etc, which denied the chance to meet each other but only through facebook (still it is almost impossible :P) by this gathering, at least we can update and meet each other and just have a fun evening together.

the event is not formal, it is a "Eat . Pray . Love" story within an evening, compared to Julia Roberts 1 year of finding herself ;P

seriously, i had fun.. a very memorable evening i might say.. meeting friends and gossips. it was a flashback of our times here in AIKOL. i'm so happy to chat that i dun mind about eating the delicious foods on the buffet table.

talking about foods., did I told you that it was fabulous,.. one of my friends said, the potluck beats any buffet :P we have bbq chicken, we have nasi goreng kampung, kuih-muih, cakes, pudding, trifle, dominos pizza, drinks, mashed potatoes, roti jala, etc.

it was beyond what i expected, i once worried about the adequacy of foods, since we expected the attendees to reach to almost 120 people. but the number didn't reach that much, but everyone brings foods, so we have a very lavished buffet i might say.

all in all, it was a fun evening and everybody enjoyed their evening ...

of test and presentations

2011-02-16T18:49:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum....

i think i'm not an avid blogwriter because the last post is quite sometime ago ;)

hehe, but i love reading other people's blog and can't wait for their nex update (ironic!!) haha

ok, this week is quite a disastrous week of my study life, ok, the statement is so over the top :P but i think i never had a week full with test the entire period of my studies.

yes dear, i had 4 tests and 2 presentations this week, that never happen to me. and being farhan yamin, i had trouble in sudying all the subjects :P

anyway, i already finish with 2 tests, and 2 presentation, so what's left is another 2 tests... pray for me people.

5 weeks before i finished with my second degree programme... i just hope that i pass with flying colours,.. and i need to prepare myself for the real world and say hello to actually living :P

i will definitely miss my LLBS classmates, my good friends and also the lecturer and even AIKOL :)

so until i fell like writing.. have a nice day everyone... ;)

oh happy day

2011-01-29T14:01:00.007+08:00

salam,

changing the blog layout to a brighter colour, so that uols don't feel stressed reading my blog with the black layout previously ;)

things that i want to share:

1) muhammad amir al-fateh

the baby in the picture is so cute right? and also to the person who is holding him :P ahahahaha.

couple of days before, my friend Akmal @ Pak Leh, drop by at my room, with his child to heat the milk. so this is my first time meeting with his baby boy. the boy is so cute and he don't mind to play with us, not like certain baby who cannot be with other people than their parents... he is so cute that i can't wait to have my own child InsyaAllah.. ;)

2) aimie habban

i found her blog through my friends FB recommending my friend to read the blog, so i'm curious as to why people recommend to read the blog. after reading a few posts, i can't stop but to hit the 'older post' to read this girl's writing. she is a beautiful girl, married and with a baby boy. from my reading i think she is a stayed home mom enjoying her daily activites.

yes, her husband must be doing well, that she can stay and enjoy her time with her boy and do what she enjoy the most; dining, photography and shopping.

well, i like to read about how people lead their live, at least we can learn something, and yes, kind of admire her life ;) hahaha

now, can't wait to marry weyh...!! haiyo...!

on other note, i'm currently having my inter-semester break. maybe will spend time with the family, since everybody is on their holiday..

so, share with u other things, later ;) haha

Ketika Cinta Mula Bertasbih...

2011-01-23T23:35:00.005+08:00

Salam...

kalo si gadis bunga Anies sedang berjiwang2 di final year final sem nya... adakah the fabolous rao descendant juga sedang berjiwang2???

owh of course not really :P but i would like to share with you that I'm currently addicted to the Ketika Cinta Bertasbih Spesial Ramadhan Series... the Series is the sequence to the Hit Film Ketika Cinta Bertasbih 1 & 2.

ok I know that i'm quite late :P but I don't really watch the film, because the films were quite slow and i feel bored to stay on watching it.

but when Lah Siddiq start to watch the series last week, i was quite amazed with the storyline and the message. But because I kept on complaining and commenting on the storyline (because of some illogical storyline) Lah Siddiq ask me to copy it and watch it myself :P

and yes i watched it continuously this weekend and finished watching all the episode that i copied, i still need to copy another half of the episodes to finish the series.

the concept of the Film/Sinetron really amazed me, it really does potray the Islamic teaching and environment in everyday life and also Love story that follow the eastern culture and also from the Islam point of view.

who said u cannot make a romantic movie/drama by following the eastern culture?? the fact that the love story was elaborated in eastern culture and islamic environment make me fall in love with this movie and it helps in expecting what to face in a family life in the future. and this movie is a really beautiful romantic movie :)

of course, being a drama, there are many things that i felt irrelevant, but i just forwarded it and take only the important points :P

I almost cried in tears watching each episode amazed with the beauty of the Islamic Doctrine in our everyday life and also the politeness of the eastern culture.

Da'wah can also be done beautifully in the movie and KCB proved this.

p/s: Romantic is my genre and this movie is among the romantic movies that i felt in love with... terkenang-kenang wa cakap lu :P

berhemah... susah ke?

2011-01-15T02:04:00.002+08:00

salam,

the image of yesterday's evening accident still in my mind. it was an accident that i saw happened in front of my eyes.

it was after the friday prayer, we went to send my brother to the sekolah agama. when we go into the junction, i saw a motorcycle was hit by a car. and i saw the motorcyclist was thrown into the air... literally thrown into the air before he fell down..

the car basically hit the motorcycle hard and sure he was speeding to caused such effect! it was a junction, and there a lot of them inside the Kawasan Melayu area. it was a basic and core knowledge for every driver and motorcyclist that you will stop at the junction before you go, not straight away go unless it is your way. that happen to the car, it was not his way, he supposed to stop before going straight, and it's the motorcyclist way as what my father told me... instead, the car just confidently speeding out the junction and eventually hit the motorcylce hard!

since we are among the people there at the scene before other people start to come, my father stop the car at the side of the road to see whether the motorcyclist is ok. and i called the emergency line (it is 911 btw people) i was so shocked that i'm shivering while talking to the operator. in a shortwhile, the police patrol came, and seeing that, we left the scene since my brother need to be sent to school.

it was a traumatic experience to me, although i'm not involved, but because i saw it in front of my eyes make me felt so traumatic. we didn't talk in the car after that.. we just istighfar because our heart pounding so fast of the shocking incident.

pity to the motorcyclists because the are badly wounded, the father broke his leg and screaming in pain on the ground waiting for the ambulance, and the son who was thrown in the air, badly injured in the head and there were a lot of blood... it was really a frightening scene.

that's among the reason that my parents didn't allow me to get a motorcycle licence, motorcyclists are prone to casualty because of they are exposed and not covered and they are sometimes can't be seen by the driver... but to the people who didn't have choice, they need the motorcycle to move.

well, it come to the very basic lesson that is to have courtesy while driving.. berhemah dalam memandu. it was so frustrating to see how barbaric we had become. turning left or right without giving signals, speeding over the limit, cutting lines, road-bully, not give-in etc. see, all these things are very basic and easy to do but still we failed to practice it. until we get traumatized watching the thing that we all want to avoid in front our eyes, then all of sudden it triggered in our mind of the need of courtesy in driving...

may Allah guide us along the way and i pray that Allah protect me and my family from these casualties.... verily, it is among other things that i really want to avoid.

towards the end...

2011-01-13T17:08:00.002+08:00

salam,

nothing new, feel like updating the blog....

towards the end of my shariah programme, i can't help but to feel very grateful of having the chances to gain knowledge from a very prominent scholar in Malaysia...

i don't to know how to describe the feeling. it is happy to see that this scholar is really a knowledgeable person and they don't mind sharing their knowledge with us, the student who are still far to reach their level. especially me, who are really slow in grasping the 'ilm, who are really slow in arabic, grammar, and vocabulary..

i just can't describe how ease i'm during the lecture. just now during the tutorial, Ustaz Hashim, just like a father, the way he teach, the way he listen to our reading, with all the grammatical errors that we made.

i'm so proud to have them as my lecturer and somehow inspired to be like them although i know it is even far for me to reach there compared to my friends. haha not that i'm complaining, it is just that, at least, i learnt a lot of things, that will prepare and guide me in the future...

as what Allah said, He will elevate the people of knowledge to a higher position, and we can see that it is really3 true. hope to achieve what the elders had achieved. at least, they have a successor that can continue their da'wah towards the ummah at this challenging time....

p/s: Ustaz Salleh told us couple days ago that he received an Ipad from the Muamalat Bank, and he put all the Kitab inside the gadget, easier for him to carry it he said. wow~~ it is cute to picture him using the Blackberry and Ipad...

waa~~~ really want all those gadgets :P hehehe... ;) semoga Allah sentiasa memberi petunjuk-Nya kepada kita hamba-hamba-Nya yang lemah...

ala~~

2011-01-04T16:45:00.005+08:00

salam...

Honda City is currently not with me... my mum need it, because her official car, renault scenic had been sold off. since the soon to be official car is not even officially launch yet, so my mum really need the car than me, for she has to send my siblings to school and pick them up.

i really hope that my umi will get the new car soon insyaAllah... but from what i heard, the car is scheduled to be launched at the end of this month! haiyoh..... lambat lagi ok! now it is only the first week of January and it will take about another 3 weeks before i can get the car back!

hahaha manja!! ... baru takde kete sekejap dah bising2. tak best la, tak bleyh kuar makan la... btul pe!! haha i've been using a car since in my second year... now in my fifth year ttbe takde kete.. of coz la tak biase... nih kalo tensen2 or merajuk2, cmne nk membawa diri ni keluar... bapak tak best merajuk kat dlm uia je :P hahahahah

so until and unless my mum has her official car... i need to get use of having my meal in uia... and not been able to go out... wargh!!!!

2nd visit... ouch!

2010-12-29T21:05:00.005+08:00

salam...

just come back from the IIUM Health Center for my 2nd consultation with the doctor. this time i got a different doctor, female doctor... ahaha i feel grateful because i hope she will be a good listener and listen to my rant and complaint about my sickness and fatigue.

yes... i told her everything, about the fatigue that i have since my first treatment from the stairs fall..

the result?? i got an injection at my vontot.. a slightly higher or stronger painkiller (Celebrex) and same ubat sapu... and also X-Ray appointment next week since the radiographer is not in.

i felt somehow satisfied because the doctors listen carefully to my complaint then suggested the treatment.. well, maybe this is my second visit, that's why she needs to give extra attention.

i hope everything is fine really, the doctor said it will take time to heal... the xray is just a precaution so that i dun have any fracture...

oh, i had a presentation today on the topic of Zakat and its meaning... well what can i said,.. i am really not good in speaking arabic... :( haiyoh..... :P

till then... see ya...

aduh! my spine....

2010-12-20T23:26:00.003+08:00

salam,

wargh!!! sakit ok jatuh tangga. tergelincir td petang because the floor was quite slippery then my flip flop plak mmg la mcm ala2 haus gituh... so of course sgt perfect la untuk jatuh time tuh kan...

haiyoh, mase jatuh td, sgt senak ok rase mcm nk pengsan, tak pernah jatuh n rase senak gituh.. pastu uols, jatuh nyer takde la kene kat vontot sgt, kene kat hujung spine kat tulang pelvis tuh (ye2 je tau kan :P ) lepas tuh abes la... terus sakit giler susah nk duduk... pastu tangan plak pun mcm tergeliat jugak... huhu sadis2

pastu, petang td klinik uia penuh, dia suh dtg malam, dengan perut lapar n vontot yang sakit, drive la jgak ke Mohd Chan Abdullah utk late lunch sbb sgt lapar! nk suh Lah bawak kete, tp mcm tak konfiden je :P hahaha

malam baru dpt jmpe doktor, haiyoh, dia kate lebam je, so dia kasik painkiller, kita nih duk risau la kut2 ade prob nnt ngn spine etc kan.. mintak ubat sapu jgak...

now mcm dh lega sket la,.. but still need to take time to position myself sblm duduk ahaha..

semoga ini menjadi kafarah atas dosa2 ku yg sgt byk....:'(

Photos, shoes and bag!!!

2010-12-19T17:30:00.004+08:00

salam,

currently waiting for my photos to upload into my FB. usually i'll resize or compress the pics because i dun want people to take advantage over my photos or vandalize it. yes, i have some worriness over the photos of me uplloaded to the internet (if you know what happen to your photos uploaded to internet, u'll know why)

but because desktop kat depan yg lbeyh laju dari my netbook kat bilik ni takder the required software, i just simply uploaded the original size, that explain the waiting nih. although FB do resize n compress, but tak feel save langsung :P

nk upload photos, tp tu la... mcm malas, amek ko sekali kan dlm satu album je :P

ok3!! current aim and wish is to buy a new bag and shoes! hahahaha i saw a new collection at Padini Concept store 2 days ago... hrmm... tgk la cmner.. Kasut plak, i can ask from my father :P hahaha bcoz i'm still his dependant... (bag tak termasuk sbb dh ade byk!) wahaha well, seronok plak sale nih kan... tgk la cmne ye ;)

till then.. bye!

mengantuk

2010-12-15T19:12:00.002+08:00

salam,...

yes after 2 days extra holiday that i declare for myself... i went to the class today.

but..!

i am sleepy in both classes today. and my face? haiyoh, my friend said it is so obvious that i made the not-so-interested-with-the-subjects face...

pity the lecturer, they are trying really hard to deliver the lecture so that we all understand especially the lecture for Fiqh Zakat n Islamic Banking, because his slang is quite different and he speak fast, so fast that i dunno what he's talking about :P

he did ask us to stop him or ask any words that we don't understand but the thing with me is that i didn't understand almost all the words :P hahahahaha haiyoh.... takkan la kan nk stop him everytime, kesian kat dak2 pandai plak nnt :P

bosan la first week nih, best sbb takde tutor, bosan sbb tatau nk wat ape kat bilik :P takkan la nk tido je kan everytime kat bilik :)

see ya later

p/s: td makan KFC and the new crunchy zinger tu sgggggtttt la sedap :P hahaha

"er what?? mass comm?"

2010-12-11T18:59:00.004+08:00

"u must be watching television too much...."

salam,

that is the extract of the conversation between one older establish person with my family members..

let read it again from the title, to the first phrase and add some cynical and skeptical face to it and look to that other person you talk to.

dear older person, i really thought that you can think wiser with your so called vast experience n the current position you held. but after hearing you said that to my sister, well, what can i say! s**t!! i hate you!!

you are just a narrow-minded person. and hello! that is a kid you talked with and it is like crushing a kid's dream. and i can't stand to watch my sister humiliated in front of other people...

please, although you used to hold a fantastic position and many achievements, you don't do that to a kid, and i think you should at least support her vision though you really thought the course is not as fantastic as other courses.

you talked to me with your proud tone when i said i'm a Law graduate n currently pursuing shariah degree. yeah i know the course is a professional course . but you should do that to my sister too because, she already has a vision what she will be doing.. or plan to do in the future.. it is her dream.

it is sad that you see it that way. dear old person, nowadays, many people can achieve greatness and excellence if they are passionate and do their very best in what they want.

and above all, she is a kid with dreams,.. you should at least support her, and dear oldies you did a major mistake doing that to my sister, to our sister i may say...

i can't stand watching her crying for she felt degraded by your words n cynical face. and really i feel like punching you in the face old man...!!!

~~~

2010-12-07T01:14:00.004+08:00

sangat sakit untuk jatuh dari tempat yang tinggi....

tp sepatutnye aku bersyukur.. kerna Allah dah memakbulkan permintaan aku... sekurang2nye aku masih mampu untuk terbang lagi...

yes, sakit itu sangat2 terasa... sampai tatau bile rasa sakit tu akan hilang...

sbnrnye aku tatau ape yang aku tgh lakukan nih dan apekah langkah aku seterusnye?

untuk yang terbang tinggi.... tahniah la kepada kamu2 semua... kalian memang sangat2 membanggakan aku... mungkin kerana itu sakit yang aku alami ini amat pedih....

Why Capture? Create!

2010-11-30T01:11:00.003+08:00

salam,

yeay! yeay! yeay! ahaha dis describe my feeling today ;) i'm happy because i get the thing that I aimed for.

the title is the Samsung's tagline for their new EVIL (electronic viewfinder, interchangeable lens) Camera the Samsung NX100.

as i told you last night, i went to mid valley today with my mom, having a good breakfast at Belanga Restaurant then off we went to Fotokem. and i straight away ask for the camera, and at the same time, try many other cameras too...

they offered me a great deal of purchasing the Camera + F2.0 30mm pancake lens. but my father tell me on the phone to get it later, since we agree to but the camera only! although quite dissapointed i think that i rather not be because i got myself a new camera that i wanted ;)

why samsung?? ahaha I dunno, maybe the deal is great for this type of camera compared to its rivals in the market, although i had a bad history with samsung (u can refer it in my older post) but who knows, maybe i will love this one... ahahahahhaa

"bebel"ing much?? i'm so happy...

why capture? create!

ni namenye Ngade!

2010-11-28T17:09:00.002+08:00

geram sebab tak dapat hybrid camera today when i supposed to have it. well, it all plan goes wrong. why ngade??

bcoz i akan dpat tomorrow lunch hour where i supposed to meet my father there and we eventually will buy the camera. see ngade la kan, bcoz bukannye tak dapat, tp dpt lambat sikitttt je...

well, abes satu umah kene my angin... yes, started to realize that i'm really not a good person. ye la, bile marah je, abes sume adek2 aku kene marah (yg kecik2 je la kene)

my umi mmg tetap the best, she will always try to reconcile the problem... well, instead of lunch hour tomorrow, i insyaAllah will get it tomorrow morning with my mother, she will accompany me to fotokem midvalley and will eventually sign the bill :P

love you Umi! hahahahahhaha

p/s: biler ntah nk matured kan kalo perangai gini.... hhahaha aku hanyalah seorang anak yang memang sekali sekala nk manja ngn my father n mother jugak... tak salahkan?? :P

back to business

2010-11-26T01:40:00.005+08:00

salam,

yeay! after a whole day of configuring on how to setup the wireless router and make the internet works, at last the whole house can now enjoy the Internet!

haha the whole house became panic for not being able to surf the net!

and dengan izin Allah, successful in selling my DSLR to two different people, in the end i decided to sell it separately, the body set and the zoom lens. hope you guys having fun using the camera as i do. missed my camera already.

after some negotiation with my father, i can't wait to bring him with me to the camera shop. hope i can get the camera that i aim by next week amin...

maybe i can start posting pictures here bcoz i find that my posting is lack of pictures lately.

on other notes, i missed my Shariah-mates already.. haiyoh, imagine everyday meeting the same people and now almost one week you dont meet them! haha can't wait for nex sem and but i'm damn scared to know my result! it is just not the same...

just some thoughts...
router malfunction was the cause of this scene!

Babah, we can enjoy the same korean style foods and we can have choices of meats while you can just eat the vege n fish cakes! hahahahaha

kan.. time2 nih la kan

2010-11-25T00:44:00.002+08:00

salam,

ok yesterday's highlight of world news would be the North Korea and South Korea was having what the news called "an exchange of artillery fire". yes, some random attack by North Korea which the news say an act of provocation n attracting the world attention to the country.

of all days that they can choose and they had chosen yesterday, when my parents is there. haiyoh.... my father said it was like nothing in seoul. yeah i bet, the 'war' zone is 120km from seoul :P

ok then the wireless broadband router is having some problem suddenly and we cannot switch it on... haiyoh.... at the time like this when everyone is at home and using the internet heavily. and my father is not in the house. a very good choice! now need to go shopping a new router at the Digital Mall.

tak pasal2 kan satu umah kene heret g McD nk online hahahahaha funny!
Syukur for the broadband...

p/s: still waiting for someone to buy my dslr. i wanted the hybrid so badly! huhu plz...

ini yang aku fikirkan sekarang...

2010-11-22T23:41:00.003+08:00

salam...

the best thing of having a good career?? yeah you can enjoy your life when you do it right.

currently admiring my father's position in life. he is NOT a super duper rich person like some of my friends' fathers. but he's doing well and can support the family needs and also his wish lists :P

my parents currently in Seoul, South Korea because my father need to attends some conventions organise there. so my Umi tag along and my father extend the only 3 days of working into a week of vacation.. hm... what a life.

well said, i've been meeting my friends during this intersem vaction. well, most of them currently working and doing their chambering, and i'm the only person in that meeting that is still studying.

is not that i'm complaining, it is just that, somehow aspired and impressed that they already have a career. although most of them still deciding their path, but hey, it's normal because we are still young. and they can spend for themself anything they want, unlike me who are still depending on my allowance.. haiyoh... :( like my buddies said "i always plan on getting myself a rewards after tiring working life". well Puan Advisory(i know you read this) you go girl!

i think i just need to wait for my time... haiyoh, even an upgrade of camera is not possible right now! i'm so sad!!!

ok this is just a random post to describe my current feeling... may Allah shower us all with His blessing so that we will always be in the right path...

and readers (if any) pray for my future too... ;)

and my friends, you know i somehow impressed with your career achievements! whether you are in S.Alam, KL or AGC or anywhere else. i'm still acquiring my passion and skills in preparation of working life because currently, i don't think that i'm prepared...

cuti datang lagi

2010-11-19T01:19:00.003+08:00

salam,

yeah holiday officially start after i had finished with my last paper, Usul Fiqh 5 (haiyoh 5 ok! mujtahid ke??) haha ok basically i can't wait for the holiday because i can't wait to sell off my HTC phone and Sony A200 dslr.. i want to upgrade to the new samsung hybrid camera NX100 so i need the money to fund the upgrade...

basically i can't stop thinking about it during exam period that's y i can't focus :P so now, the good news is that i successfully trade in my HTC phone. but now still waiting people to offer me for my SOny Dslr....

the story with Dslr is that, Mudah.my keep on refusing my ads for a reason that i dont understand. so i place my Ad in the Lowyat.net forum... now still waiting, apparently no one want sony dslr... ish3 sad..

i'm hoping that i can get the new camera before Uyaa's wedding or at least before my parents' trip to Seoul, Korea. but now it seems that i need to wait and if unsuccessful i just until i earn my own money...... that is a very sad thing! huhu

nothing much on this holiday... since it is just about 3 weeks, not so interested in finding job, moreover who want to employed a person just for a 3 weeks... need to babysit my siblings during my parents trip and that make me left with just 2 weeks... u know my brother in uitm vacation is long enough that uitm only start the semester on january! what the heck! haha

so... if u know anyone want a used entry level dslr.. leave me a message! make my dream of owning a hybrid camera come true.... pls.... :P

credit to letsgodigital.org for the picture.

The List

2010-11-02T01:20:00.008+08:00

salam,

yes, i'm currently in the final exam period, but still can't refrain myself of dreaming and thinking ;)

will update about the xm later, bcoz at this point of time, xm kind of not fun :P

although building a career and striving towards a better, comfortable life is hard, i always thinking about achieving my wish list...

for the time, being, the fun things that i really wish to have are:

1) Internet Tablet

i always want the mobility and capability of accessing internet anywhere i go.. and these tablet is simply fantastic. Ipad or Samsung Galaxy Tab? :P

2) Olympus PEN, or Sony NEX etc

yes, i have DSLR (des-leur said haxi) and i am satisfied with it, but i'm now thinking o the capability to bring it anywhere without having to bring a separate camera bag... just not cool! want everything inside my Tote! ahaha

3) Desktop

yeah, start to think that Desktop is the best system for me to store my photos, music, videos movies etc, and i really want those HP monitor, somehow, it is so stylish and elegant ;) really2 want it!

ok, these are the list of things that i really want to have but not that urgent :P but the car sgt menarik kan kalo dpt skrg :P hahaha

4) Convertible Car

this is my dream and target, haiyoh.... when la... i initially love Peugeot for its affordabilty (like after 5 years of work? haha dream on!) and design. but currently when considering about children and all, widen my horizon into a true sedan convertible :P like volkswagon. and few days back, I get the chane to sit inside the Mazda MX5.... haiyoh... rase tamau kuar ok !

5) House

i love the idea of apartment, but if i manage to own a landed property, it is way much better :P

hrm.. biler la kan...?? harap2 dapat la achieve and cepat... Ya Allah, murah kan la rezeki aku..

begawan solo....

2010-11-02T01:06:00.003+08:00

hrm... i keep on humming this song....

they both really did a good job to this song cover ;)

the song is soothing, despite chaos that happen around us right now...

enjoy!!

tenang je kan ;)

it is still quite the same

2010-10-20T11:15:00.002+08:00

salam..
i dunno but i think that my post keep on going on a same thing all over again... boring...

haha ok this is what i will write in a very short time that i have between classes :P
today is the last test among the tests that i need to take to collet the CAM, and as usual the questions is damn simple, but i forgot the points.. and quite fail to answer is prcisely :( sedeyh!

i have another 2 assignments need to be done to carry the marks to final. and yes, i hate the assignment in arabic because, the typing is horror! can u imagine, one by one click on the on-screen keyboard for each huruf? haiyoh.....

so nex week is the beginnig of my final for this sem. yeah we start early and finish the last day... haiyoh lagi..... quite common for Shariah student to finish the exam on the last day -__-

and i have to finish the assignments before nex week so that i can start studyiong for finals haiyoh lagi dan lagi.... serve me right, sape suh tak siap kan assignment awal2 kan... :P
yes. for this programme, we need to study and prepare quite early because the steps are still the same with the LL.B, but it will take quite a longer time for each steps.

Read- Understands- Memorize keywords (haiyoh...^^')

and oh, the duration of inter-sem holiday is approximately one month. and i'm thinking of applying for a temporary job but thinking of not doing internship at a legal firm,. bleyh?? hahahaha

till then... bye2 folks ^_^

i cried... this is what i'm thinking

2010-09-29T10:26:00.004+08:00

salam,

in this period of time in the semester, we have a lot of tests need to be settled, yes every weekend must have at least one test. siot jah...

and this is what i'm thinking, unfortunately, this time around, i always have the stress and panic before having any tests or exams. yes people, studying is great and fun but Exam?? that is a whole different thing and it is not fun at all..

oh yes, Lah Siddiq said to me, you keep on repeating the same thing, complaint about taking the course all the time...

ok this is what i feel... when i decided to take the course, i think i just want to be with my friends and finished the programme together, and yes, my niat is maqbul and i have the chance to be with my friend (tu la salah niat lagi kan...)
i also have the confidence that i will succeed in the course because i always believe that i actually can and somehow better than others that are taking the course.

and this is what happen all the time, the stress is inevitable and i always feel that i'm slow and left behind compared to my classmates.

then, when this happen I keep on thinking that why la on earth i decided to take this pogramme, if i'm not taking it, i already started my chambering, or if not, already have a job etc

and today when answering the questions i was like, i think amek master lagi senang than taking Shariah nih.. dh la naik satu level and some firms may consider the master's degree and increase the pay for that.. nih amek another degree yg firm pun tak kesah ko ade mnde tuh....

and this is what Lah Siddiq said to me, you keep on complaining but you never try to overcome the problem, e.g study early, read a lot, use dictionary etc... well, although i felt it deep in my heart (sentap!) but actually, the thought worth to be considered.

anyhow, i still think that this course is not a course for me,.. i dunno la why i confident sgt ngn bende2 ni.. nk drop??? haiyoh need to pay RM1600 for that, well, let see if my father would allow that... (of course la not kan!!??)

till then, this is what i'm thinking,... but somehow, i'm confident that i can... but anyhow i just cried cause it hard!

back to routine :P

2010-09-22T10:32:00.002+08:00

salam,

yes, the class has started... you know that learning is an interesting process?? hahaha the best part is to be with your friends.. the next best thing is to study, but that is the least part i can do because i keep on sleeping during lecture.. haiyoh i dunno what happen la this time.. ;)

it is still in the month of Eid, Fyi, i will not be able to invite uols to my open house this time because i will not have the official open house this year :P hehe the time is quite limited and my parents also have their plans every weekend during this eid, be it open house, wedding reception etc.. and also because our convocation is held during Eid, so the time become much more limited..

so guys, you can come to my house and let me know, maybe i can prepare more than just a carbonated drinks for you :P

but do not hesitate to invite me to your house, i can make some exceptions or cheat day for my diet (konon! tak diet pun)

oh yeah, i've been trying to start my exercise routine back, it is quite hard, i dunno how i did last time.. haha but fyi, my father give another blazer this is quite ok for me, so i think the stress to reduce weight to fit in my blazer is no longer there, so i think i'll just do the routine and slowly reduce my weight and i really not anticipate to lose much during this convocation! hahahahhahahaha

till then, c ya ^_^

the ugly truth

2010-09-18T00:04:00.002+08:00

salam...

i think i will start complaining and whatever thesaurus to "complain" again in this post. haha it is started to be a r.a.n.t (masih ingat sape tulis nih??haha) blog instead of fabulous life blog.. well, it's life and it is full with wonderful and not so wonderful things ;)

ho yeah! First of all, Eid Mubarak 2010m 1431h everyone! Maaf Zahir Batin, for all wrongdoings or 'sentap'ing. to err is human :P hehe and i know when it come to me, sure do a lot of 'sentap'ing going on especially in this blog :P

this is the story of a me with a big dream and fantasy... do you remember me 2 years back?? yes the handsome and fit version of farhan yamin?? yes... the happiest moment, the most waited one... i hope to stay with that version until my old age :P but eventually and unfortunately, the sunshine doesn't stay until the evening :P (hahahaha manglish giler kan)

and this is me, the current version that i dare say, going back to the time that i hate my figure the most!

haiyoh, why la kan on the quite important day of my life that I need to be in this shape????

sentap ok that my someone (who?) said to me, no matter you wear a dark lounge suit or baju melayu, it will going to be the same, it will not look good on you!

hrm, i think i heard people and that someone say that beauty come in every shape and appreciate yourself as you are... well, call me whatever but it seems that really not the case here.. or may i say *******??

yes, honey, it is the ugly truth. The perception of beauty is already installed into the mind, it is pre-defined and all those motivational phrase is not working!

is like the inception, that you place in human mind, the definition of beauty is not subjective!

well, it is frustrating that i can't wear my Padini jacket that my father bought when i was in my first year (it size S people, what do you expect, i'm currently sizeM but size L in the stomach!)

so i dunno, whether i'm able to put on a happy face for the camera taking the scroll, on one of the most important day of my life!

"kids, look it your father and he's huge!" i dun want to show that,... frustrating...

so my current research is : "how to lose weight in 2 weeks"

being the approximate time that i have towards my convocation date on this 3 october 2010

mode: utmost sweat!!!

3 days...

2010-09-06T01:09:00.004+08:00

salam,

insyaAllah, we will meet the festive month of Syawal in approximately 3 days from now. and Ramadhan will leave us and may we have the chance to meet again nex year...

ramadhan is really a month full with blessings...

yes I've just finish with the first test for 3 subjects, and what i want to share it with you is that, i think i didn't do well in Fiqh Muqarran... :(

it felt like taking final exams because i basically try to scrutinize each and every words of the syllabus, yeah it is quite hard for me, full stop.

and owh, the nex batch of AG interviewee is being inform about their interview details, well, i'm always the one who will be the very excited about this kind of thingy, although i didn't have the chance to be interviewed by the AG. yes, it was that time in my 3rd year that i've been called, but some admin thingy caused my name to be misplaced.

i'm always happy to hear my friend got to be interviewed.. in a way i'm a bit jealous, because they got the chance. ok, is should't because i didn't apply the position, and i can't because i'm taking llb.s :P

but yeah, all these things, make me really thing about my current decision (it's too late!) and my future... which is full of uncertainty...

remember, everyone has their Rezeki written, what a servant can do is to pray, strive and leave it to Allah...

mafhum ayat: "ask help from me with patience and solat"

imtihan al ula...

2010-08-28T21:48:00.002+08:00

salam...

well, the not so exciting part about study is the examination part or in arabic Imtihan/Ikhtibar, this time around is it not the same as the past years test, examination etc. this time around as i been telling you all in the previous post, it is all in arabic.. haha

the funny things is that, i read the book but i dun understand the topic... it is funny when you dun know most of the words, then when you try to take the understanding of the paragraph, it is quite impossible.

so i have 3 test this week, 2 in the class (usul fiqh & fiqh muqarran) and 1 take mahallah test for asbab ikhtilaf subject..

i prefer to take the test in the class because at least i dun have to think to make a very proper sentences and grammar. what i have at that time is what i write. when you have the take mahallah test, the expectation of the lecturers will be different, like this one that i have, the lecturer is allocating 20 marks for it and expect us to write in our own words using a good arabic language...

haiyoh, i was never good in arabic and i rarely care about how my arabic sounds like when i answered the test or final examination.. huhu

now i dunno how to write a 20 marks answer :(

at the time like this, i wonder why did i sign up for this programme hahahaha :P

it is too late to think about that! hahaha pray for me for my Examinations ya?!

adios, mode: Muraja'ah!!!

merlin - arthur affair :P

2010-08-21T00:16:00.004+08:00

salam,

ok dun take it wrongly, now let analyse the title to arrive at the topic sentence :P (poyo!)

i always like to watch series or movies then try to apply my situation to the movie (oops.. motif berangan!)

previously i did update my status in FB quite some time ago, that what a wonderful thing to have a friendship like Alan Shore, Shirley Schmidt and Danny Crane. this is as a result of watching Boston Legal series. since i'm also in the Legal field, so it is quite easy to adapt and suit in and apply to my situation (pergh.. explanation :P) i'm amazed that they support each other and they are successful in the firm that they build together. isn't it cool to have that kind of friendship and life? (minus their bad habit of coz)

then tonight i watched Merlin while eating my DIY moreh (toasted bread with cheese and sambal udang kering topping + 3in1 nescafe mild) then i realized that i have that kind of friendship too! huhuhu

you see, Merlin is the assistant to Arthur profesionally, (boleyh?) but, most of the time they are like friend, both with different attitude and personality. Merlin is a quite a good friend and always look after Arthur in many situation (bcoz it is his job? nah... he is a good friend of coz haha) he help Arthur when he's in trouble and really appreciate the friendship. while Arthur on the other hand is kind of guy that didn't show the appreciation of the friendship much but in reality and most of the time, he is also do appreciate what Merlin did and he also take care Merlin his friend whenever he is in trouble and give support with his capacity as the Prince of Chamelot.

ok people! back to reality!!! i do appreciate this one friend of mine who is very different than me in attitude, personality and most of everything, but these differences didn't stop us from being a good friend to each other (as far as i see it la kan...) well, those different actually complete and cover the flaws and imperfection that we human have.

so the moral is that, do appreciate your friend and bersahabatlah kerana Allah so that Allah will shower the friendship with his blessing and rahmah and you will benefit from the friendship that you have.

p/s there is no word to describe how grateful i am to know you and having you as my friend, syukur alhamdulillah... may we prosper and success in this world and hereafter ... insyaAllah...

mengantuknye...

2010-08-16T13:04:00.002+08:00

salam...

min maudhu' alaniayah al-murafa'ah ila maudhu' asar alhajr ikhtiati, ana nimtu fi fasl mubasharatan!

huhu sgt ngntuk ok dlm klas nidham al-qada (EPS) td.. cannot help dah, 3 klas pagi tadi survive lagi, klas yg kul 12 tuh mcm dh tak sedar pun tertido.. huhu ape la kan.. kalo mcm nih cmner nk blaja :(

lg satu klas kul 2 then bley la kut nk rest sebentar n hope dpt jogging petang nih

mode: kurangkan berat badan on!

did i told you...

2010-08-14T00:17:00.004+08:00

salam,

did i told you how i'm so grateful of having alim ulama' to teach me, i'm so touched of having them as my lecturers so much that i don't know to describe the feeling. yeah they are like 'ayahanda' to me.

during my first tutorial for fiqh muqarran subject, Ustaz Dato' Md Hashim told us that we will be reading the book written by sheikh yusof qardhawi for the subject with a new arabic writing, but instead he later decided to give tazkirah on the topic that he gave to the lecturers in aikol. the plan was to occupied only few minutes on it but then he decided to make a full use of the tutorial to lecture us on sumthing else and giving tazkirah...

he is so knowledgeable that i'm stunned to his speech and i give full attention on his tazkirah... it is so refreshing having this kind of session, i dun mind if he do it every week ;) if it is like this, well, i'm soo grateful that i decided to continue the programme.

like ustaz said, of course many of us know the gist of the muqarrar (syllabus) but when we enter the programme, we will know and learn about the dalil that the decision is based on...

owh, we decide to take pictures of our class to be inserted into the dvd of my batch 2010. well, the pictures is not as good as our LL.B class photo bcoz i'm the photographer this time huhu ;) but i dunno, for me it turn out well, i decided to make it my wallpaper ;)

love this friendship and i really hope that i can do my best, although at this moment yeah i'm a bit slow in understanding the muqarrar and very sleepy during this ramadhan period. sorry ustaz ;)

we didn't get the first day first session :(

2010-08-10T13:51:00.004+08:00

salam,

yeah it is not a big deal pun kan.. but i was really hoping to get the first day first session, because we will open the convocation ceremony ;) it's cool ok to receive your scroll from the HRH Sultan of Pahang.

so it has been decided by the working committe that AIKOL grads will receive their scroll on 3rd October 2010 in the evening session. huhu dah la second day, petang plak tuh.. tak best betul! sure2 ramai giler org n takder parking... kesian kat parents aku ....

well, be reminded that there are quite a lot of procedures need to be settled before you can actually take the Convo robe and walk on the stage for the scroll :P

haha seronoknye, although it is like a month away, but sangat tak sabr menunggu hari tersebut. bleyh jumpe kekawan, and dpt convo! dari first year kut aku tunggu hahaha :P bleyh?

haha nih mase zaman aku berangan2 konvo aku nnt. so mmg la kurus n slim gituh... skrg nih boleyh ke mengekalkan imej yang same utk konvo nnt ?? hahahaha tunggguuuuu :P

just when i thought of having a clear desk

2010-08-02T20:54:00.002+08:00

salam,

yeay! (haha tetibe) i did told my FB friend that i need a replacement for my HP Mini Adapter and Battery. yes, i went to the HP authorized seller in Mid Valley just to survey on the price, call me whatever, but i was shocked to see that the price is quite expensive!

RM 199 for the adapter and RM399 for the 3 cell battery.

haiyoh.... add couple of hundreds and voila! i got a new laptop or desktop!

very sad la... just when i thought of having a clear and not-so-many-things on my desk, i need to re-arrange my desk to accommodate the quite obsolete bulky desktop on my desk!

haha so much of having a clear desk for this year :P

it's me farhan... then?

2010-07-31T15:48:00.003+08:00

salam,

u know the feeling of being shunned? being ignored or people try to get rid of you?

okay maybe i may sound pessimistic but really, towards my almost 24 years of living, i think i know the feeling of the above.

being quite unique from others really make me 'special'. well, i dun want to drag here and there seems this type of entry is somehow you may find somewhere in my archive. yea, babbling and complaining...

yes, but just so you know that when you try to get rid of people or ignoring them when they talk to you, that's hurt. and for me it hurts so much when the person, i considered as my friends, not some stranger that somehow come to me...did to me like that

friends, i dun mind you changing for a good cause, i salute you for being able to do that. but changes that make you kind of ignoring me when previously we quite close (not really but kind of)

ntahla... aku tak marah.. tapi mungkinkah aku akan kecewa???

this is me... then?

nak kawen

2010-07-25T23:18:00.002+08:00

salam,

td sempat g wedding my schoolmate dulu Pejai. wow, glamer dia nih dlm my batch sbb dia best sutdent :P dpt study medic kat Leeds.

so seronok la dpt jumpe ramai gak my batch td... tgk gmbar atas tu, ramai kan??? haha siyes best sbb nk jmpe sesaje mmg tak dpt la kan.. sume org dh keje n bz.. aku je nih tak abes2 lagi :)

tgk org kawen, kiter pun rase nk kawen je... aish.. study abes lagi 2 sem, then nk kene chambering.. kumpul duit..

nk beli umah, kete, nk kumpul duit nk kawen lagi.. haiyoh.... pening kepala pikir :)

bestnye...

2010-07-21T16:19:00.004+08:00

salam,

hrm.. i think i successfully get over my regret or doubt as mentioned in my previous post :P because, i already bought the books (Kitab) for the subjects, haha i started to adapt to the situation and be in the environment.

hrm... kitab2 arab nih, mula2 masa nk beli tu, mcm berkira2 la jgak... ok mmg la ilmu, tapi because aku nih mother tounge adalah melayu, jadi rase a bit doubt on whether i will benefit a lot from the book. because there are 2 books which have 2 volumes and we actually use only 1 volume for the subject, since it is impossible to buy only 1 volume, that's why la mcm berkira2.

but i believe that i will refer to the kitab someday :P (kitab jina'i pun tak pnah2 buka dh)

owh did i tell you about my lecturers?? yes, i'm proud to be their students, our lecturers nih bukan calang2 org, rase bertuah sangat dpt belajar ngan diorg nih. all of them is a very2 experienced people and sgt2 berilmu... (alim ulama' ok!)

for Fiqh Muqarran, it is being tought by Dato Md Hashim Hj Yahaya ex-mufti of WP Kuala Lumpur.

for the islamic procedure (yes it is EPS but in arabic) the lecturer is Dato Md Salleh Hj Ahmad the ex- judge of the Syarie Court

for Ayat al-ahkam, and Asbab ikhtilaf, lecturer for these subject is Ustaz Yaacob Ismail a very2 experienced lecturer with a pool of kniowledge (and he is funny too)

for other 2 subject that are Usul Fiqh and Legal Text, AIKOL lecturer Dr Badruddin and Dr. Naim are the lecturer and i love their style of teaching...

i just don't know how to express this feeling, sgt2 grateful for this oppurtunity :P cume kene rajin sgt2 la utk this year :) kalo dh blaja ngn ustaz2 alim n power nih, kene la perform jgak kan for the subject :P hehe

till then, i just dunno what to do this evening, i'm having a fever and dun have the will to study the kitab ;)

seperti ada sesuatu yg tidak kena

2010-07-16T11:34:00.004+08:00

salam,

yes, it has been a week of studying the shariah subjects, and last week, i've been thinking, there is something wrong, i feel like i dun enjoy it and my thoughts is everywhere but not the class.

yes, i thought i make slight improvement to face the subjects, but in anyway, it's like same thing all over again, yes, i try hard to understand the lecture, and i felt that my 3 hours classes a day is wasted just like that, like nothing happen.

well, maybe i need some adjusting period, i love the subjects, the lecturers. sape yg ade peluang nk blaja subjek2 asbab ikhtilaf, fiqh muqaran, usul fiqh, ayat al-ahkam, evidence n procedure, and legal text.

with Law background, i'm so grateful that i got to learn imam shafie's fiqh and comparative view of mazhabs. having respected and experienced lecturers added the value to this course.

bertuah ok, berguru dengan org2 alim nih... aku rase sgt bertuah. tapi tu la, maybe because i didn't have the kitab yet. later when i have the kitab, maybe i can see clearly the subject's flow.

ya Allah, permudahkanlah urusan kami dlm mempelajari ilmi shariah ni...

semoga hatiku kuat and tabah utk abeskan lagi 8 bulan je of my programme... sbb sekarang nih, excitement itu seperti hilang...

Lah Siddiq dh 24!!!

2010-07-15T00:51:00.004+08:00

salam,

haha as usual, awal2 sem, mesti ader org yg smbut birthday ;) and it's Lah Siddiq's birthday today!!!

ok dah 24 tahun dh.... dh tua dh nih, so sila la kumpul duit2 cepat2 n beli aset lepas tu baru boleyh kawen, (sesiapa yg berkenaan sila bersabar) hahaha

semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki and sentiasa di bawah limpahan rahmat Allah swt..

thanks a lot for this wonderful friendship that we have.. may Allah bless us all, and semoga persahabatan ini berkekalan... insyaAllah

so this time around, chocolate je la ek... dh ko tak nak celebrate ngn aku wahahaha

p/s: nih kawan aku wat, lawat blog dia di ajezchoclab.blogspot.com

adapting the environment

2010-07-14T20:30:00.003+08:00

Salam...

firstly, today sgt penat settling all the registration process in term of new matric card, then activate the library barcode, then the alumni registration ;)

as what i expected, LL.B(S) is a fun learning process. yes, i admit, it's a bit strange to be at the Kulliyyah because i already graduated.. to see your junior back when you are carrying a bag,.. hmm.. berbalas pandangan pelik la..

well, adik2 abg korang nih dh graduated ye.. cume nk meneruskan shariah programme je lagi. tolong sket.. ;)

yeah.. that may be happen for this first week of class. later2 i think i'm able to adapt to the situation.

ok this semester it is a serious Arabic.. yeah guys, 18 credit hours of arabic lecture. well, i'm as usual will be the most quiet person in the class (with several others to), because i dun want to attract the lecturer's attention, let Moja, Mang, Lah and other classmates do the talking and answering :P

i think i understand the lecture, it is just that when it come to me speaking or writing it there the problem comes :P

and Dr Naim already expected our Arabic should be way much better compared to our 1st year which i doubt mine is improving :P

and there my naughty thought says, dulu dh dapat kat Azmi tamau cambering kan.. :P hahahah abes aku kene marah ngn my classmates

so, it is all about 50 students taking the LL.B(S) programme and i'm having fun learning it and be with my cool classmates ;)

p/s: teringat kat early post aku mase create blog, doubting my decision ;) now this is it.

Pack N Unpack

2010-07-12T12:39:00.004+08:00

salam,...

how r you guys?? wahaha ok, today is supposed to be my first class for this sem, but i'm still in my home typing this entry :P oopss.. not a good start right?

haha i'm in the Super Senior group ok! enrolling into a new sem means that there is a lot of packing n unpacking things, which seriously i dun like it very much, but eventually successful in doing it for the past 4 years.. owh wait even from my boarding school time!

this is my least favourite activity becoz simply that my stuff is like a Lot! so many stuff to pack n later unpack which will take sometime to do both :P

case in point, last semester supposed to be my Final of packing things for college, but later after being blessed by some revelation, i decided to continue my studies = packing n unpacking continues. then, i'm in Jogja for 1 months, so i only manage to unpack my things from last semester just few days ago, when i started to pack my things for the new semester :P

yeah i take a lot of time, and few days of messy room.. (full with my stuffs) but yeah as usual successful in doing it :P

i always wonder how my guy friends always manage to pack lesser thing than mine..

the answer:

- i love bags, so i have like several bags for different activities

- i also love shoes, so i have different pair of shoes to match to occasions

- i never learn to have a minimal set of wardrobe although my clothes is not that much pun

- i'm the one yg bawak those kettle, iron, dumbell, paper basket, printer etc

- i also have the study lamp n study chair (which UIA actually dh provide pun, tp gatal nk bawak)

- so my toiletries and health products pun mcm boleyh tahan.

ok i did not mean to brag, bear in mind, this is comparing to my guy friends. if compared to a girl, theirs even more than mine.

so, here goes... let do the cleaning and unpacking today!! haha

insyaAllah, masa itu akan tiba

2010-07-08T22:55:00.003+08:00

salam,

i really like my status post kat FB yg berbunyi "InsyaAllah masa itu akan tiba, Setakat ini Alhamdulillah dengan apa yang Allah beri"

it attracts the attention of many people who eventually like the idea.

fyi, it come out of my thought when my friend said to me, "be patient, eventually, insyaAllah in the future, someone will accompany you..."

then i like the idea that i have been given quite an easy path for me during my years of studies, life etc.

thus people, take some moment to be grateful with what Allah have given us, and strive for our dreams and during that period, accompany it with a lot of Doa... believe me, tak rugi pun...

alhamdulillah dengan limpahan rahmat Mu ya Allah...

money management

2010-07-06T22:30:00.002+08:00

salam,

ok, this is like my problem la kan... i never succeed in saving my money, unless it's duit raya, the money surely will be spent on sumthing that i want.

yeah it is the time to differentiate between Necessary and Luxury. sumthing that i failed to do everytime, but recently at least i considered it before i bought which usually i end up buying hehe :P

case in point, my elaun from my attacment in Azmi. wow, the money flow like crazy out of my bank after my cheque had been cleared... ish3.. mmg la kene blaja abstinence sket nih..

but at least, i buy it out of my work... and basically i started to understand my liablity n responsibilty which teach me to be caregul and wise in spending..

kene blaja dari Solah nih in saving and investment ;)

the time has come!

2010-07-01T22:02:00.003+08:00

salam,

yes it is the time of the year, for my father to be quite pening kepala because his 3 son yg hensem nih tgh prepare to continue a new year-semester. ahaha y pening? ye la, we are all supported by our father, so when it comes to entering a new semseter, everything need to be sort out you know like fees, allowances, car maintenance etc.

but this time around it been quite busy and chaotic (not that chaotic la tp) because, Yad is going to register for the degree programme and me, going to register for my 2nd degree programme (ahaha another year ye babah :P ) so there are a lot of thing to settle, prepare and sort out.

lucky him that Yad registration is this weekend and mine is on the nex friday. so takde la kelam kabut sgt kan..

tonight nih Yad la yg paling busy preparing all the documents, because Babah won't be around the nex few days, so he need to catch Babah for signature, money, etc :P

so, Zhaf n Yad will leave this weekend, and i'll be alone in the room (Yeay!!!)

in HD

2010-06-30T23:36:00.002+08:00

salam,

now sume nk promote HD kan.. tak settle lagi org nk beli LCD tv, kuar plak LED tv. and all HD ready. well, i'm not among those people yg subscribe Astro B-yond tuh. tak mampu la beb, yg kat umah pun my father yg bayar :P

ahaha.. been surfing the net about the HD camcorder.. and interested (typical) and satisfied (what??) ahaha...

so i dunno, maybe in the future entries, i can try another side of blogging that Vlog. apparently, i'm not a video type guy, i always hate how i sound in the video. but i guess we'll just have to wait and see.. maybe it will be interesting to me and to you.

Internship saya dh abes!! yeay! nk teruskan dengan plan saya, catch up with things.

yes, offer letter baru smpai arinih, Lah Siddiq dh tolong amek yg copy kt AnR dah and tolong reply kan kat saya... dh la offer yg baru smpai tu dalam keadaan renyuk.. tatau la mnde tu g sangkut kat mane2 tpt ntah kan.. motif sgt tau pos malaysia nih...

yeah.. that's it :P

say what???

2010-06-30T09:50:00.002+08:00

salam,

hari ni saya dtg ke opis dgn penuh bersemangat! sbb ape? sbb... hari ni my Last Day in Azmi & Associates. ok it was fun and all, yes i learnt a lot here particularly in the corporate area and yes the office is great being in the heart of the city and quite big. so yes, i'm happy and satisfied

Mr Azmi called me yesterday ask about my experience here and basically wanna say good bye and good luck (such a nice boss he is) thanks a lot En Azmi for this oppurtunity, and who knows maybe there is a place for me nex year? haha

i'm now waiting for the end of the day. haha plannning to send my card early so that i can be back early and relax..

what are the plan ek for tomorrow onwards until my registration day on 9th Julai 2010??

definitely movie marathon, settle the LL.B(S) admin problem, fees payment and packed!

yeay! can't wait to go to universtiy back! i just love IIUM :P haha who doesn't? duh....

menggapai bintang!

2010-06-29T10:38:00.005+08:00

salam,

i drive today to work ;) haha. yesterday it was fun lepak with Imran at the Burger King KL Sentral restaurant. the plan was to avoid the packed-like-crazy situation in the Komuter, so we lepak, solat maghrib dulu then baru balik and i arrived at home at 9PM (crazy kan worklife nih!)

this morning, i listened to the Teman Terulung song by Anuar Zain, haha but sayangnye, i already smpai at the office so, cannot finish listening to the song (good for me or else tears will drop like crazy :P hahaha ) so on the way walking to the office i dengan senang hati nyer menyanyi sorg2.

haha ok skrg nih mode rindu kt kawan2 and Alhamdulillah, insyaAllah i'll be meeting my Shariah-mate this July. yeay!

"Melangkah, kita menjejak mimpi bahagia berdiri denganmu di sisi, harapan kita meniti hari sentiasa seiring...."

haha Mang As'ad and Lah Siddiq, aku rindu kt korang. dh 4 years kan? and it going to be 5 years after we finish our degrees. wow 4 years of wonderful moments... and hope for years of fascinating moments after this...

kerja-kawen-anak-pencen haha wonder how do we look when those years come....

"Paling agung Teman Terulung... tenunan emas sayap hidupku, tak inginku undur bertamu, bertakhta teguh....... Ke akhir waktu.."

semoga hari2 mendatang menjanjikan yang terbaik untuk kita semua... kalian tetap di dalam ingatan...

p/s aku abes attachment tomorrow ;) yeay!

sabar menanti

2010-06-27T12:14:00.002+08:00

salam...

haha giler mood tgh baek kan update blog tiap2 hari :P ok maybe saya akan begini utk the nex 8 months! seronok kan? (ckp 'ya' or else, saya majuk)

ok, sebut pasal majuk nih, huhu very sad la.. I'm currently still waiting for my LL.B(s) offer lettter. dh kita tunggu nih, xnk la plak dia sampai2 kan...

Bonie ckp: "hah! tu la ko duk main2 nk taknak skrg terus tak sampai".

ahaha serve me right la kan... Lah Siddiq dh sibuk nk hantar reply letter kat UiA dh.. aku nih yg tak dpt2 lagi ni cmne kan... hish mmg nk kene la AnR nih...

haha ngn Intern kat Azmi tak abes2 lagi kn, so mcm agak kelam kabut la nk settle dis thingy.

owh on a separate note, ahaha i try la bwk my sisters and brother yg kecik2 tu semalam ke I-City, initial plan nk g men bowling kt Pyramid ngn kezen2 sbb terlalu ramai org, the substitute event was to Quality Hotel for karoke, then kitorg mcm malas, so lepak kt KFC seksyen 7, (nk dpt feel area umah sane plak) then nk g I-City tu, punye la jammed giler... terus cancel n balik umah.

ok, crazzzy ok! tpt tu kecik je, kete yg nk masuk byk giler. so korang2, nk g I-City, g weekdays la... ala, nk tgk lampu2 tu je kan, tak berbaloi g weekend :P

Ilham, Ziyad n Hanan, nnt kiter duk sane, tiap2 hari pun boleyh pegi :)

c ya :P

yeay!!!

2010-06-25T10:32:00.002+08:00

salam,

today is Friday yeay! i just love friday and can't wait to go back home and enjoying my weekend.

adding the joy, we all receives our Cheque for our allowance yesterday and i already bank it in last night. so need to wait until nex week for the cheque to be cleared.

hrm... i missed all my friends.. working life ni mmg separate us from each other kan haha :)

till then, i'm currently planning to accomodate my materialistic needs :P and hope that i will not membazir.. just to have some satisfaction

c ya ;)

Tunggu Surat Chenta

2010-06-24T10:04:00.003+08:00

salam,

haiyoh... tak senang duduk dibuatnye semalam, knowing that all of my friends already recieve their second degree LL.B(Hons)(Shariah) offer letter. Ok some other still pending., but my friends in S.Alam, Klang, KL, even Ipoh n Kuantan received their offer letter yesterday :( so it is quite legitimate for me to worry about mine.

yes, although we registered for Shariah stream from our first year back in 2006, but the Uni still required us to make the application for the second degree after we finish our LL.B (Hons) degree, and we even need to wait for the offer letter and register ourself for the second degree. adding to my worriness is that, i heard that my one of my coursmate's application was rejected! so fearing the same happen to me, i was like worried giler semalam.

but today, i called the Admission n Record Dept and they said that my application is successful and they already send my offer letter ;) yeay!! so i just need to wait for the postman to send my letter

hrm... Lah Siddiq, suka la kan ko dpt offer letter. now what? haha i need to practice my arabic language la.. haiyoh... nape la tak master2 lagi nih.. dh bape tahun dh amek Arabic nih.... :(

what's wrong with my "R"

2010-06-23T11:33:00.002+08:00

salam,

haha, i can't stop laughing when my brother told me that my "R" is getting 'gedik'er.

amek ko, dh terbiase sgt mengada2, skali terus sebati kan dlm diri. bace doa semalam pun terkeluar jugak

haha i'm so'rr'y that my R is like that, take it or leave it.

ini barulah kehidupan ^_^

2010-06-23T09:20:00.002+08:00

salam...

It has been 2 days i'm driving to the office with the Honda City Car. huhu it is all about the KTM Komuter bad system. i rarely take Komuter as my means of transport for it always has problem with the system. the slow pace and lower frequency make it the last choice of transport for me.

as you all know, i'm taking LRT Kelana Jaya line to work. I will stop at KLCC and will walk all the way to Pavilion and to Menara Keck Seng where my office it (yes it's far and tiring, looking at the bright side, i'm exercising!). it is the same when i go back and my father will send and pick me up at the lrt station whichever is easier to him.

But last monday, i need to go back by myself taking Komuter, so this is my 3rd time taking Komuter during my Working days in Azmi. and guess what there is some delays in Pelabuhan Klang route. so although the train arrived back to back, both trains cannot accomodate the number of passengers waiting for it. i failed to get into the first train so i pushed myself all the way inside the second train and the train was like sooo packed that i can't move. sorry to the kaka in fornt of me yg i tolak masuk ke dalam train (i have to or else in need to wait like who knows when the next train will arrive kan...)

so i balik dldm keadaan yg sgt marah!

the next day i try to drive to the office. Yesterday is my first time driving to the office. Fyi, i arrived early at 805am (first time awal giler). journey back home pun tak jammed langsung.. i arrived home at 650pm and i smpat jogging at the park before maghrib (at least i still exercising despite driving to the office :P)

so that is what i called life! haha yeah i can brag about it bcoz i'm just an attachee at the Azmi n Associate. if i'm happen to be the Chambee or Associate there, i think it can be counted how many times i go back early :P haha

can't wait for this attachment to finish and can't wait to start LL.B(Shariah)(Hons) degree programme and meet my classmates! haha

congratz tuan2 n puan2 DPP

2010-06-12T11:20:00.004+08:00

salam,

i'm very happy for my friends yg dpt job offer from AGC, although it is a c ontract, at least you had secure sumthing for your future/ career.

seeing them got the offer membuatkan aku rase doubt balik in my decision . not that I apply the AG, but huhu they already got their job ok! me, still depend on my father's allowance (which in one way great!) and continuing my study for another year,

sorry that you need to hear this, it is just that, you know your path.. but you feel challenged by your friend who already securing their path. you know what i mean... pftt! dun bother.

now i'm still thinking what lies ahead of me...

most importantly, i need to improve myself more preparing to be in the industry bcoz apparently, currently i'm not that marketable or in-demand for the industry. there is a lot to improve and Cabriolet and Penthouse is still yet a far-reaching dream right now.

ya Allah, please shower me with your blessing and show me the path to be a grateful and true muslim. berikan la kejayaan kepadaku di dunia dan akhirat...

p/s:

wow, kawan2 saya ramai yg dh married, engaged and even dpt anak! huhu so Nurul Ain Sulaiman... kite biler lagi?? hehehe

to you readers... pray for me.... may allah bless you...

the practice

2010-06-06T22:22:00.003+08:00

salam...

i dunno why i'm like over rajin burning my intersem holiday by doing the attachment at Azmi & Associates. 1 month in Yogyakarta, 1 week grace period, then 1 month in the practice 1 week grace period and new semester begin! wahahaha gler rajin! dh org bagi cuti tuh appreciate je la kan.. :P

well, what to say about practice in Azmi? not fair for me to judge because i just started there for 1 week, and there will be another 4weeks for me.. but somehow, i find practice nih mcm not suit me very well la.. (seriously aku bkan ngade, tp aku rase mcm xminat) actually, aku pun risau sbb previosly i felt the same way when i'm in Thomas Philip. i thought that change of field n place may change my mind about practice. but sumhow, it just feel the same

maybe, because i'm doing it during my holiday, so the feeling of reluctance is very high (i'm in holiday mode people!) hahaha. but i'm worried, if i continue having this feeling, what am i going to do kan after my second degree...? practice? gov? in-house? (pening2)

susah2.. nk hidup senang tapi malas! hahaha mmg la tak dapat kan. my sister told me, maybe bcoz i'm used to the student's life (allowance, car, laptop,broadband etc). haha sentap!

well, takpe la, buat je la attachment nih, pengalaman tu penting tau! after LL.B (Shariah) (Hons) then bleyh decide what to do for the future....

p/s; tgh pikir nk bg kesenangan utk diri sendiri, isteri n anak2 nnt. and tak lupe my parents, and adek2 yg ramai tuh huhu....

adik- adik

2010-05-20T17:20:00.002+08:00

salam...

saat entry ini ditulis, saya sedang menikmati rest yg sgt best di dlm bilik saya dgn AC dipasang..(haha lepas gian kat hostel sebulan xde kipas :P )

saat ini juga, teringat kat adik2 saya baik dari IIUM, or UMY. ye la. saya kan abg yg paling tua dlm group tu... huhu adek2 yg best sgt.

mmg diorg nih treat ak sgt2 la tak rase asing langsung dlm group tuh...

xpela, adat sgt kn.. dulu tak sabar2 nk balik msia, skrg rindu2an plk kt adik2 group student exchange. haha well, we might be seeing each other this coming july, who knows...

well, teruskan usaha, n belajar la rajin2...

p/s: xsabar nk lepas rindu kat kawan2 d msia nih.,. kene susun schedule jumpe sorg2 nih :)

p/s lagi: saya masih cuak ngn interview saya dgn mr azmi nnt.. sgt twisted this time around...

wow!

2010-05-18T20:31:00.002+08:00

salam.

wow! khames nih sudah mau pulang ke malaysia.. hehe dh sebulan rupenye kt kota yogyakarta nih. terasa sudah terbiasa dengan bandar kraton nih. haha tapi Petaling Jaya tetep kekal di hati. haha aku mau tinggal di gasing indah yg nyaman. berbelanja di mall, movies, dining.. haha although sbnrnye kos2 untuk perkara tersebut sgt tinggi.. tapi takpe, there is where my home is, my family and my friends..

haha dh tak sabar nk jumpe kawan2 bertukar2 cerita... mesti ader byk update kan, dh sebulan kut lpas grad (ke takde update?? haha)

wow, today i menghabeskan baki2 hari i di jogja dengan bershopping di Malioboro. haha sgt2 la shops till drop today, ok tak bleyh la lawan DanielleRishah, tapi boleyh tahan la jgak aku nih yg initially sbnrnye tak nak spend byk2 pun utk shopping.. haha padah sgts, singapore gang.. korg kene make sure aku dpt kumpul duit dulu weih, kalo tak takder la aku join korang huhu

aku sgt (notice penggunaan word 'sangat' aku mcm sgt byk, tanye danielle jga) ingat lagi, mase mule2 aku smpai sini, aku rase nk balik je haha sbb byk mnde mcm tak settle kt malaysia lagio.. tp aku bersyukur, kat sini sgt byk ajar aku perkara2 ttg hidup n kawan2 kat sini pun supportive belaka, aku akan merindui saat ini.

p/s: wow, shopping list aku kt sini sbnrnye termasuk jgak ngn packet 3 in 1 yg sgt best kt sini hahaha :P

it's complicated

2010-05-16T00:32:00.002+08:00

salam...

well yeah, it is damn simple thing but, you know me, i always like to complicate matter..
ok so what it is about now?? haha it is about my future plan.,.
yeah, i coplicate things about continuing my studies my second degree, LL.B(Shariah) where it is damn simple things to decide.. i can just continue my studies... and still insyaAllah achieve my dream.

it is all about me, afraid of sumthing that is so whateva,.. afraid of not doing well in arabic, demotivated bcoz of losing batch-mates, being a year (well, 8 months to be exact actually) left behind from others of which in that 1 year, it may giv a big differences (long-call for those who chamber, master degree for those who taking it, 1 year experience of work) which should settle should i believe that Rezeki Allah itu ade di mana2. samada ianya dtg awal, atau lewat sedikit..

well, of course i know that and i realilzed that. it is just that, i'm soo used to a comfortable life, which my father is giving me (not that i'm complaining) soo much that i'm afraid of planning my future. whether i can achieve what my father is achieving and lead this kind of life that i'm comfortably living

well, there i go, try to relate to sumthing that is soo unrealistic.. well, i have a dream.. and i really want to achive my dream.. that makes me, making a simple thing into a complicated matters!

it is all about my interview with Mr Azmi, the founding partner of Azmi & Associates which will be on 24/5/2010 on 5pm where i actually already know what my future is, at least for the next 8 months. and yet.. still wanted to be interviewed...

p/s: Babah, you better be right this time....

i love you all...
Farhan Yamin, Yogyakarta 2350 Saturday 15/05/2010

a gift of a friend

2010-05-13T12:34:00.003+08:00

bile dh jauh kt negeri orang nih.. mmg la akan ingat kat kawan2 yg best kan.. hahaha so this is for you all my friends...

smg persahabatan ini kekal n dirahmati oleh Allah...

hayati la maksud each bait2 lyric lagu nih.. mcm best je layan :)

haha Lah SiddiQ, this is specially for you :P hahaha ko nih mmg comel n klaka la.. and also to Ain Sulaiman, Rizal Kamarulzaman, Imran Tamrin, Sabrani suHail :P shazreen SaabAn shafieuddin ibrahim, geng vogue, Syahril Ibrahim, Zaidi Zakara, Khairy Amry, Hafiqued n sume la whether yg i rapat or tak.. you all sume kan my friends :)

Lyrics | Demi Lovato lyrics - Gift Of A Friend lyrics

cintaku tertinggal di malaysia...

2010-04-24T07:07:00.003+08:00

salam,

wow! saya sudah sampei di Yogyakarta. dh 5 hari dh actually :) nnt la aku try2 update ape mende yg aku wat kt sini.. takpun bleyh bace my friend's blog daniellerishah dia dh update tiap2 hari ok ! haha

bila smpai kat sini baru la nk cube2 menghayati lagu cintaku tertinggal di malaysia tu nyanyian sape ntah.. oops. haha mmg betul pun, bile smpai sini, sgt la merindui teman2 sahabat n keluarga di malaysia :P (cmner r nk amek master kat UK cmnih kan... :P )

owh Selamat Hari Lahir yang ke 24 kepada Nurul Ain Sulaiman... huhu kamu lebeyh tua dari saya. ni mmg definisi cintaku tertinggal di malaysia. maafin ya mbak, saya tidak ada di sana untuk menyambutnya bersama kamu... (kalo ade kat malaysia pun tak boleyh jgk sbnrnye) nnt saya cube belikan kamu batik jogja ye. semoga pnjg umur and murah rezeki n sentiasa dilimpahi rahmat n berkat dari Allah swt wahai nurul ain sulaiman... kapan kita dpt bertemu lagi ya??

cmner r tak rase keseorangan... duk bilik kat sini pun sorang2 je sbb adik2 junior sudah ade pasangan masing2 kerna biliknya berkapasiti 2 org sahaja. tp, mmg adik2 kat sini havoc n gempak la.. seronok je berbual. tak rase tua pun although kalo diikutkan, aku la student paling tua di kampus! haha diorg umur 22 dh dpt degree ok!.

oh, dh register klas juge, ade 2 subjek wajib Muhammadiyahism dan Introduction to Indonesian Legal System. yg lain2 aku pilih, Human Rights, Customary Law and Financial System.

and yg paling best aku juga sudah graduate!!! *sila bangun and tepuk tangan skrg! haha alhamdulillah, graduate jugak dengan LL.B (Hons) IIUM. although result tu takder r mcm mase 1 n 2 year dulu kan.. tp masih mengekalkan prestasi aku. tahniah kepada kwn2 yg grad ngn 1st Class honours tuh. aku nih 2nd class upper jahh :) tp takpe, congratz utk semua kawan2 se batch.

lg satu, bile duk sini, ttbe rase tertinggal sedikit update2 di UIA, haha bila mase nk wat clearance etc. and paling tensi, wall masing2 di Fb penuh ngn Interview keje. haiyoh mmg peer pressure ok! terus rase nk balik malaysia apply sume tpt. tp lepas result aritu sedikit down sbb masih belom decide sbnrnye mahu amek LL.B (Shariah) (Hons) IIUM atau tidak. so mcm tatau nk wat ape slps nih... cube korang gtau kat aku cmner....

p/s rindu kat Lah Siddiq, Ain Sulaiman, kawan2 and FAmily tercinta...

universitas muhammadiyah yogyakarta

2010-04-16T09:21:00.005+08:00

salam...

ok i know, i just started to have my holiday (well, basically my father keep on pushing me to send my resume.. not so much of a holiday i think :P) well, the heading says it all. nex week on tuesday, i will be going to Yogyakarta for the Student Exchange Programme and i will be there for amonth (huhu lamenye...)

rindu kat sini tak abeh lagi (although air mate pun dh takder dh :P ) haha but then kene g sane plak kan... what i concern the most is that i'm practically alone there. yes, i'm the only senior practically graduated in my group. i have another fourth year student, sister nabilah. and the rest of the group is my juniors whom i barely know.. haha i thought that when i sent the form, i'll be selected in one group with mukhlis and arasy.. well, i should accept the fact or else, my seat will be taken :P (ganaz jgak dr haniff nih kan..haha) bukan ape... dh la first timer, group ngn org yg kita tak bape knal plak.. kat tpt baru kan.. hrm.. nk wat cmner...

i did not complete my resume as yet... i just dunno what to do actually. LLB(S) or work. then if it is work, whether to Chambering or joining the government (Judiciary uolss.. haha).. well, when u are going to include others (ehem2) under your responsibility, you started to think that you should earn as much as possible to ensure that you can support the persons that will be coming into your life. after all, saya ni lelaki.. kene la tanggung sume orang kan... :) tu tak masuk lagi kehendak2 saya yang agk extravaganz nih hahahaha

p/s: doakan lah saya selamat pergi, selamat di sana and selamat kembali ke malaysia bersama org2 yang saya sayangi.. and that is you! haha so long...

oh btw... i loveeee my batch! you all mmg fabulous :P

Teman Terulung...

2010-04-12T15:55:00.004+08:00

paling agung.. teman terulung. tenunan emas sayap hidupku...

tak ingin ku.. undur bertamu.. bertakhta teguh... ke akhir waktu...

this song bring tears to me.. as i remember the good old days with my LL.B friends. seriously.. it is the sweetest memories that hard for me to forget.. hard for me to accept that we will go through our own journey.. choosing our path...

6 years been a quite a long time we've been together.. and we went through many hardship, happiness and joy through out the years....

sesungguhnya... kamu teman terulung.....

aku tak reti nk berhenti menangis bile ingat kat korang sume....

it's over...

2010-04-09T00:59:00.003+08:00

salam,

well, i finally succeed in completing the 161 credit hours imposed on me as the requirement of getting the LL.B (hons) degree. basically i've completed all the exams, but the outcome (result) for this semester..hrm.. let's just hope for a good outcome and that i pass all the subjects taken.

CP was not as expected, the question is damn hard, and because of that, instead of screaming yaahhooo after the exam, i found that my fellow friends sume wat muke ketat/tensen. it turns out that everybody feel the same about the paper :P

and because of that jgak i rase mcm it is hard to believe that i'm basically graduated :P

haha petang tu, weols trus g karok as according to the plan. me, syahril, zaidi and rizal. so bantai la melalak and menari2 dlm bilik yg kecil itu (haiyoh.. xde rezki, slaloo bilik siap bleyh wat poco2 lagi :P )

after that, we went to uptown, me, looking for affordable shoes, and guess what, because of i'm buying an affordable shoes. i got to save the money for something else :P ngeee

can't wait for tomorrow's LGD2010. hope that everything will go well and as plan :)

till then... c ya...

g.l.a.m.o.r.o.u.s

penat uols!!!

2010-04-06T02:02:00.004+08:00

salam,

alhamdulillah.... dapat jugak melaksanakan majlis Farewell Hi-Tea ngn lancar... mmg sgt ramai n pack ye tetamu yg dtg.. smpai aku dh tatau nk suh duk mane.. rumah i kecik je uols :P dh plak this time sekali gedebuk sume org dtg so ader one and only peak hours la :P and it last until 5PM (exception for Shafieuddin yg dtg lambat!!) haha

it was the memorable 3 hours of company of friends and i'm havin fun

Daging 4 kilo + ayam 5 Ekor + udang 4 kilo= daging rempah + ayam merah+ udang sambal= delicious sgt2 (sila admit mmg delicious kannn...) and sumenye disediakan oleh Puan Ratna Huda.. tell me, how am i not going to enjoy the home cooked meal??

interesting facts on yesterday's party :)

- Dira paling awal smpai kul 2.20. bawak 2 boxes of Choc Muffin and 1 box of Cheese Tart

- Dira tolong perahkan limau sbb tgh Puan Ratna pedih kene wap panas dari daging rempah

- people start coming at 3PM.. and almost everyone arrived at the same time

- periuk nasi sgt cepat bertambah2 bile budak laki amek foods :P

- terdapat 4 tempat yg berlainan utk memasak nasi di umah pada hari tersebut. 2 di dapur, 1 di ruang makan, and 1 di luar rumah :P

- semua ruang di rumah tersebut digunakan dgn baik oleh tetamu, di day bed, ruang mkn, ruang tamu, and ruang luar :D

- kehadiran tetamu semalam dianggarkan sebanyak 70 orang (thanx uols!!)

- daging abes, ayam abes, udang je yg byk lebeyh.. (hairan sungguh kan...)

mmg sgt seronok dengan event semalam.. mmg letih.. tapi letih itu berbaloi.. my Umi sgt seronok sbb makanan cukup utk sume and sume nye suka.. terima kaseh sekali lagi..

a week left

2010-04-03T23:17:00.002+08:00

salam,

well, how fast the time flies, still remember how i was sooo excited when i first reach the gombak campus :P now, i'll be leaving the campus for a new phase of my life (haha ayat kompem tak amek shariah kan...)

so, i already finished with 5 papers for this sem, i only have 1 paper left that is the Civil PRocedure paper which will be held on this coming wednesday.. the PP and EPS?? haha so far mcm ok la.. u know, u cannot afford to target an A right now, what do you have in mind is only to secure the LLB degree after finishing this semester.

i'll be busy with the LGD2010 after the exam and i'm currently try as much as possible to spend my time with my friends, who knows, we cannot regularly meet like we do now..

well, that's y my pocket money for this months flows out like no one care :P (oh.. i do care, i'm a bit worried actually...)

celebrating Azrul's bday at Chilis KLCC,

then having breakfast, dinner and lunch with friends...

lepaking and window shopping...

hmm.. i'm currently waiting for my dinner's attire allocation from my father (babah!! sale dh nak abes dh nih...)

and oh,.. tomorrow i'l be organising a farewell hi-tea at my house.. haiyoh.. umah kecik je uols, tapi g jmput smpai 80 (yg tu pun dh limit ok..) i tak kesah sbnrnye.. i sgt seronok biler my friends dtg umah i..

so.. now i really feel lonely :P huhu tatau la nape tibe2 feeling2 sedey kat umah nih.. padahal td excited bebenar nk balik umah :P (maybe sbb tak dpt g shooping kut... wahahaha )

ok la.. i'm sure i'll be writing about this thing again in the nex post.. now i'm currently in the mood of graduation plus farewell..

till then....

AniesAyu dis is my answer!

2010-03-28T00:26:00.004+08:00

1. nama timangan oleh org tersayang?
ok, seriously, xde name2 timangan nih sbb name i glamer :P hahaha
basically family panggil Farhan,
kawan2 panggil paan
bdak smakl panggil yamin
bdak aikol panggil paan diva! hahahahahaha

2. Anda seorang yang....
sangat baik! yeszza! seorang yg sensitif, cepat emo, and kalo marah tu mmg abes la org yg carik pasal ngn aku. tp of all these sifats, saya seorg yg penyayang.. family, adek beradek, kawan2 :P
and manja! hahahahahahahahhaha :P

3. Makanan kegemaran
haiyoh soklan budak skolah sgts! saya mmg suke makan, so agak adventourous r bab mkn nih. lebeyh suke Fine Dining, although tau tak mampu skrg nih :P suke restoran2 yg mahal and suke jgak lepak kat kopitiam sbb tau i'm not that financially abel kan.....
yg penting my Umi, Pn Ratna, mmg la sgt best masakan dia.. especially bab2 udang, bukhari, spaghetti and the list go on.... hahaha see, i told ya!

4. favourite colour
grr.... soklan bdak skolah lagi.. do i have to answer?? ok Blue Green Turquoise (eh, warna theme dinner LGD2010 la hahahaha )

5. FAvourite Song
haiyoh, soklan cmnih, g tgk profile FB aku la :P ok i dun limit my preferences, song with a good music arrangements mmg sgt disukai aku. lirik yg membina pun akan memberi kesan mendalam ditambah dgn susunan muzik yg mantap. elemen2 tradisional di dalam muzik moden juga sgt menarik

6. sikap yg buat anda stress
well, org yg sbnrnye stress ngn aku, i dun have any particular preference, but i dun like people to treat me bad... yg tu dh mewujudkan adverse inference towards that person!

7. ape dalam bag anda???
ok! hahaha i mmg sgt terkenal dgn seorang guy yg bwk man bag kat aikol! i kan Diva!! (sebut ramai2!!) hahaha i have this one seed tote bag yg i like, i put my gadgets sume dlm tu, usually the camera n netbook. and owh my Hand Sanitizer n Lip Balm! then my Eclipse Mint.
but since kekwn sume ckp bag aku nih multipurpose, segala HOnda City tu pun boleyh masuk (ok Siot! haha ) so anything yg bleyh stuff i will stuff it inside the bag

8. kali terkahir menangis beriya-iya?
huh! mane ade!! hahahaa :P well that's the secret i'd never tell, XOXO Diva... hahahahaha saya sensitif...

tag rakan??? huh no way, mcm la diorg rajin nk wat :P

p/s: ok Anies??? dh settle!

kenape mesti susah???

2010-03-27T18:37:00.001+08:00

salam,
Criminal Procedure td mcm whatever... sedeyh la.. kenape mesti susah?? knape mesti time2 nk grad nih?? aku nk sgt2 grad.....

hope everything will be ok *finger crossed*

nk bersuka ria mlm nih pun dh tak lalu dh...

:'(

ahmad ziyad... ahmad ziyad...

2010-03-26T21:50:00.004+08:00

salam,

i just finished with my second paper, Islamic Law of Banking and Takaful.. well, dunno what to say really, nk kate senang, ok la.. tp mase buka soklan i was like oh ****!!! hahahaha bcoz i thought the questions going to be easy, and direct but rather, the thing that i read were like berselerak kat dlm kertas soklan tuh :P

but i manage to answer it, well, ader la satu pecahan aku tulis point form je sbb tak sempat.. tu la tenung sekeliling and spend mase lukis diagram lame sgt.. (haha mcm la cantek kan..)

anyway, petang td lpas jumaat terus wat group study ngn Imran, Naguib, Qayyum, and Apizball trying to identify the issues for tomorrow's exam according to hint (oopss haha no choice la, back 2 back paper beb, tensi ok!)

so petang tadi buka facebook and tengok ader friend request, it turn out that my little brother Ahmad Ziyad yg punyer account.. haha chomel la profile pic dia, (dh abg dia yg hensem nih yg amek gmbar kan...) rindu la plak :P hahahaha padahal balik umah asyek marah2 je kan...

hrm... skrg tinggal Ahmad Fayyadh Rawa je yg takder account FB, so, yadh, biler lagi??? hahahahah

p/s: dokan utk CPC.. cuak beb, siyes!

p/s lagi: anis, nnt la survey kamu ye.. takder mase la nk study survey :P hahahaha

flushed!

2010-03-25T12:58:00.004+08:00

salam,

sudah bermulanya exam week kat uia nih... the last exam for my LLB programme..

yg aku tau, smlm mase nk start evidence 2, nerves dia laen macam... serious.. nk duduk tak senang, baring pun xsenang last aku keep on berdiri and berjalan2 didalam bilik..(smbil dgn cuaknye mghafal kes2 n principles) hati yg tgh dup-dap tu sape la yg tau...

maybe sbb my last exam n perasaan tu akn jadi laen mcm.. (nk grad sesagt!! )

so doakan aku utk lulus dgn baik dlm sume subjek and that aku akan grad lpas 7/4/2010 nih :P

so best of luck sume

p/s: sem last la baru gedik nk duk study kat library and study kan... btw, aku rase letih sgt lepas evidence semalam... maybe sbb aku flushed everything kut... :P

aku dan Law...

2010-03-12T21:43:00.007+08:00

salam,

EPS was a disaster for me :( seriously i thought it going to be ok, but reality, it was far from ok and seriously i'm sad :'(

PP drafting??? huh! it was really bad, worst than last sem :P

me: can i take Abdullah Siddiq's file also sir??

mr naim: sure no problem.. (then searching for our files)... nah!

me: ## je sir... sikitnyer??

mr naim: what wrong with ur drafting?? it is bad..

me: well, maybe i was not meant to become a lawyer sir.. so be it..(motif kan ala2 merajuk)

mr naim: dun say that... (then he gave me Lah Siddiq's file) farhan why your drafting identical to abdullah's file?? naseb baik i tak intent to investigate further...

me: haha duh sir... we are roomates kut :P

well then... that is my conversation for PP drafting :(

but it was a great feeling when for my hearing, Dr Juriah said " i like your style..." and she said the same thing to Lah Siddiq also (see.. identical.. bff kut hahaha) well, maybe i was not meant to do the conveyancing works i think...

so after EPS, we (imran,din,naguib,jack,hafizball) went for dinner at the Chop n Steak Kg Baru. it was fun to share stories with each other and we were there until about 12 midnight. maybe each of us feels like chatting more, so we decided to lepak lagi.. next destination is the NZ Garden @ KLCC haha so mmg la bersembang je keje share stories smpai la kul 4.30 pagi!

then we all went to naguib's house for subh prayer.. lpas tuh imran nih mmg la klaka kan... instead balik ke uia lpas subuh, dia pi ubah kete dia parking betul2 plak.. so maksudnye kitorg qada tido la kat umah naguib.. so 930 balik uia..

aku terus balik umah la.. uia xde letrik kut besok 12 jam haha mesti panas!!

kerana dirimu begitu berharga :P

2010-03-10T02:30:00.002+08:00

salam...

diri ini telah berjumpa dengan insan yg di mana, mungkin akan meneyrtai diri ini dalam fasa seterusnya. alhamdulillah, kerana dpt bertemu dengan insan yg baik seperti dia.. diri ini sentiasa doakan supaya Allah sentiasa memberi hidayah dan memberkati hubungan ini.

tablet saya buat hal plak, ok, although barang lame, saya ttp sayang barang2 saya.. dh 2 kali buat hal, tp alhamdulillah, setakat ini hal2 tersebut masih boleyh diperbaiki tanpa sebarang kerosakan or pembaikan yg substantial :P

p/s: kerinduan semakin menebal, kerisauan pun.. hahaha perasaan bercampur baur nih sangat kelakar la kadang2..

i feel like....

2010-03-08T01:08:00.004+08:00

salam...

broadband mlm nih mmg mcm siot!! rase mcm nk g lempang je org2 kat celcom tuh!!

ok, kembali kpd mood sepatutnye... ok sekarang mmg tgh byk assignments and tests (nk dekat2 final ni la kan....)

skrg nih rase mcm nk peluk dgn lame je kawan2 aku lebeyh2 lagi my besties la Lah Siddiq and Mang As'ad and my vogue group syahril zaidi hafiq amry and sume kawan batch aku be it LLB or LLBS... kenangan ini cukup2 indah bagi aku ...

adakah mungkin kita akan bertemu lagi sekerap kite bertemu sekarang???

p/s: kene start study.. and smg kejayaan akan bersama2 kita sume

saya sayang anda sume

2010-03-01T01:03:00.004+08:00

salam...

wah, post final sem sgts.. nih mmg sah2 syndrom final sem nih. feeling2 sedeyh, rindu and sayang serta kaseh kepada kawan2 :)

uols, last week ari kames ptg ader lagi satu photoshoot ok. this time around is for the committees plak and we had chosen the Red colour as our theme. so petang tuh ader r sekelompok kumpulan merah di rectory building (sila jgn grad kalo kamu tatau di mana tpt tersebut :P) haha

El nino mmg sgt ganaz skrg. punye la panas and berpeluh gile2 r ptg tuh photoshoot :( tp dengan semangat yg cekal n tabah (photoshoot kan.. mmg r) kitorg gagahi dgn memberikan pose2 yg terbaik :)

seronok keje ngn kekawan nih :) lbeyh2 lagi dinner nih it's all about the batch :) thnx to junior yg sudi membantu. and yg se batch ngn aku.. sila buat keje kalo korg taknak dgr director korg ni berleter dgn emo hahahaha :P